Thread: Blown Away,.

Shatter every window 'til it’s all blown away, Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away 'til there’s nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday. Every tear-soaked whiskey memory, blown away.


Having a rich father may seem like every child's dream.

It realt isn't.

Not seeing him as much is like heaven.

When she does get to see her father it's over dinner for one night. But before he leaves again he leaves her with marks on her body that only her can see. If she'd tell anyone, or let on anything he'd kill her.

Her dad works out of town, every two months he comes back and stay for a night or two. Then leave, and comes back in two months sometimes even three months time.

That's the only time she gets a break, is when her father leaves letting the brusies and cuts heal letting her father make fresh ones for his next vist.

But everything all chances when Justin Bieber steps in.

He takes care of everything for her father, and stays behind and does the paper work. Justin knew Mr. Woods had a daughter, but he never new much about her. When he asks Justin to do his work at his house he sees her for
the first time, and can't help but to want to know her more.

Emma wonders if he's the way out of the mess she lives in everyday.

She double thinks if she should tell him everything, after she learns he's just a kind, sweet, loving guy. She waits till the last minute to tell him, what happens behind closed doors..

okie,alittle sucky. But give it a chance? Please.. <3

Takes only word for my own father to slap me, or even do worse. I don't understand why he does it,
or what makes him do it. I think every day to myself, what in the world have I ever done to deserve a beaten?

I just don't know.

He tells me it's his fault why my mother died, and that I should've been the one ten feet under.

The worst part about it, I wish I was there most of the times..

My bestfriend James is very sweet guy, who just loves to make anyone laugh or smile. Even me. We've been bestfriends for 17 years, long right? His mom and my mom was the best of friends and when she passed away when I was six, James and I made a deal we'd always be bestfriends just like they were.

Sometimes I do wonder what we'd be like as a couple. But then again, he's like a brother to me. And I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship. We have talked about it, but both of us just rather be friends. Plus, he has a girlfriend Bella. She sometimes hang with us, but most the time she's at work or gone to school. We're pretty close friends too.

Of coruse i never did tell him about my father, nor lead on about anything.

"Emma, where's my suit case?!" his ugly, deep dark voice hissed.

"upstairs in your closet, under the boxes."

He glared me, as he walked upstairs.

"funny how I can't find it!!" He yelled down, and I jumped slightly.

I ran upstairs, and he put his hands on his hips and I walked over and pulled it out of the closet.

"here you go."

He looked at me, and snapped it out of my hand tossing it on the bed.

"you worthless piece of shiit." He hissed, and I slowly walked away going into my room.

I heard him slamming things down, and cussing as he talked to himself. I held myself on my bed, and closed my eyes hearing his heavy foot steps walking upstairs. My door busted open, and I stood up right away seeing him walking towards me with a tight fist and smashing it into my right side. I gasp and fell straight to my knees holding the spot he hit, he laughed and kneed me in the same spot letting me fall back and catching my breath. He chuckled, and walked to the door. He slammed the door, and I flinched in pain.

No more until another two months..

After I painfully slipped on a pair of black booty yoga short shorts, with a white tank top. I left my hair down, and ne'er bothered putting make up on. I grabbed my phone and slowly walked down stairs, walking to the couch.

My phone buzzed in my hand, I looked at it as I sat down.

Incoming Call: BigBro<3

Me: Hey what's up?
James: hey, you wanna go out to the club tonight with us?
Me: um.. I guess.
James: what's wrong?
Me: nothing, I'll see you guys there?
James: sounds good, I'll see you there.
Me: bye.

I hung up, and tossed my phone down. I ran my hands threw my hair, and sighed.

Guess I want be getting any rest..

"Emma, slow down on the shots.."

I laughed, and looked at James.

"I'm fine, let's go dance?" I laughed, and stumbled towards the dance floor.

My hips moved to the beat of the music, I ran my hands threw my hair and felt two strong hands hold my waist. I didn't stop dancing, I grind my hips into his, and wrapped my arms around his neck pushing my hips more into his. His hot breath was sending shivers down my spin as he tighten his grip on my waist. I turned around and held his shoulders still dancing close to him. He looked down at me, and I bit my lip looking at hid glossy lips. I couldn't help but push my lips on his and held the back of his neck. He pulled away smirking.

"why don't I take you outside?" He winked, and I laughed pulling him towards the door way. When the cold air hit me, I turned around pressing my lips on his and holding the sides of his face.

His hands creeped up and down my back, making me kiss him more. He groaned, and tugged at the back of
his hair. I pulled away, and looked at him.

"why don't we go back to my place?" I smirked, kissing his neck feeling him nod and walking me to what I think was his car.

"oh my godddddddddddddd!!" I moaned, as he pushed one last time, and groaned my name and rolling off me and pulling the sheets over his waist. I closed my eyes holding the sheets tight to my chest.

'that was amazing!' He whispered in my neck, and I nodded feeling myself dozing off. 'I'm Justin.' he mumbled, and kissed my neck. I licked my lips, and felt myself falling into a deep sleep..

The next day I woke up to the sun shinning in on me, I jumped up feeling my body ache and my head pounding. I ran my hands threw my hair and bit my lip, looking around. I saw a open condom wrapper, making my eyes fill up with tears.

What did I do lastnight?!

comment!!(:

Everything was running through my mind, I couldn't think straight. Work was way over my head for Mr. Woods, and I couldn't seem to take a break. My mind was just blowing up, and I didn't know when to relax. All evening my buddies Chaz and Ryan kept bugging me to go out tonight, to make them shut up I just gave in and went out with them.

A few hours past in the club, I wasn't feeling no pain. I was looking around the dance floor when I notice this one girl, I bit my lip, and stood up straight walking towards her. My hands went on her waist, her hips moved to the beat of the music, she ran her hands threw her hair didn't stop dancing, she grind her hips into mine, and wrapped her arms around my neck pushing her hips more into mine. I tighten my grip on her waist. She turned around and held my shoulders still dancing close to me. I looked down at her, and she bit my lip looking at my lips. She pushe her lips on mine and held the back of my neck. I pulled away smirking.

"why don't I take you outside?" I winked, and she laughed pulling me towards the door way. I turned around pressing her lips on mime and holding the sides of my face.

My hands creeped up and down her back, making her kiss me more. I groaned, and tugged at the back of
my hair. She pulled away, and looked at me.

"why don't we go back to my place?" She smirked, kissing my neck making me nod and dragging her to my car.

"oh my godddddddddddddd!!" She moaned, as I pushed one last time, and groaned her name and rollied off her and pulling the sheets over my waist. She closed her eyes holding the sheets tight to her chest.

'that was amazing!' I whispered in her neck, i felt her nod and lightly dozing off. 'I'm Justin.' i mumbled, and kissed her neck. She licked her lips, and dozed off into a deep sleep..

I woke with her in my arms, I rubbed her arm softly. I looked at the time, and saw it was 6:20Am. I looked down at her, and slowly moved aside getting out of the bed. I slipped my pants on, and saw her roll over on her back and sighing, I looked down at her and felt bad for leaving like this. But I had to, I grabbed my shoes and shirt and quietly left.

"dude, banged her then stayed and left in the moring?" Chaz laughed. "aaah, Justin man that's the dumbest thing you've ever done!"

I ran my hands threw my hair, and closed my eyes.

"I wasn't even drunk that much, I knew everything what was going on."

Ryan looked at me. "did you wear a condom?"

"ya, I mean.. I think so."

They laughed.

"man oh man, you really fuucked up." Chaz kept laughing.

"can you both just shut up?"

They slowly stopped.

"I have enough on my hands with Mr. Woods, I don't need you ass holes acting like jerks."

They looked at me seriously.

"Justin man, you know what she looks like right?"

I nodded.

"well, look around. Maybe she'll remember too."

"thanks man, I gotta get back to work. See ya's later."

I got up, and left for back to work.

After a long day of work, I was finally done and was able to go home and relax. Everytime I'd close my eyes or not think about anything else. Her face just appears in my head, and I can't stop thinking about her. I wonder where I could find her, or where I could meet up with her. I hardly doubt she'd be at the club again, so that's out of the questions. Useally when I do hook up with girls, I don't just leave then the next day. But something told me to about this girl, I dunno what. But something did.

I gotta find this girl..

a little sucky,but I need comments?(:

It's been two weeks, that haven't slept a wink or even ate. I tried and tried so hard to remember that night, but I can't. It's hard to, after all I was pretty drunk. Not knowing a guy, and hooking up with them from a bare isn't the best. I do have his number, his card must've fell out when he left. I never did think of a way to talk to him, or even say anything about that night.

My biggest question would be though, did the condom break..

James and Bella been telling me to call him, and just talk it over. Or meet up, or even ask something about his business. But I can't, I'm to shy and scared he's just a jerk who probably knew what he was doing and just was looking for a chick to do then leave.

So why bother going through all that?

Today me, James and Bella are going to the beach to watch the volley ball game. Lucky for me the bruise is gone away, so I can wear my bathing suit.

I slipped on my purple and white bikini bottoms, with the matching top. I grabbed a pair of light ripped booty jean short shorts to cover the bottoms, and a peachy color lacy strapless shirt hanging above my belly bottom to cover my bikini top. I put my hair up, in a messy high bun and slid my white glasses on and looked in the mirror.

Cute enough.

"hey, it's about time you showed up." James smiled, and I laughed a little.

"sorry, I had to get ready. Did it start yet?"

He shook his head while rubbing Bella's back, as she laid on her stomach.

"did you text him?"

I looked at James, and laid my towel out shaking my head.

"no James, I didn't text him."

He rolled his eyes, and looked the other. I sat down and slipped off my top and slid out of shorts folding them to the side of me and rubbing tanning lotion all over me.

"maybe you should." Bella butt in.

I looked at her. "why should I?"

"Emma, you guys hooked up. The at least you's both can do is talk about it, and meet each other." She said, rolling on her back and looking over at me. "think about it, he could be anywhere. Heck, he could be here."

I bit my lip and looked around knowing she is right.

"maybe I will after."

I laid back and closed my eyes, letting the sun shine down on me. It feels amazing having the Florida's sun on you.

After an hour or so, it was time for the volley ball game. We sat up, and watched as it got a little intense. I looked around, and notice these guys walking down the beach with a little girl dancing infront of them. I crossed my arms, and felt James pull me back letting the ball fly past me.

"watch it Emma." he chuckled, and I laughed a little.

"I'm gonna go in the water for a bit, ok?"

They nodded, and I went towards the water. It was prefect, I stood there so my toes were in the water, and walking in a bit more. I felt water splash me the back of my legs, I turned around seeing a little girl with dark brown eyes and curly brown hair smiling at me. I laughed a little and kneeled down towards her.

"hi pretty girl, aren't you suppose to be with your mommy and daddy?"

She shook her head and sat down playing in the water.

"I'm here with my big brother, Justin."

Justin? why does that name sound like I heard it before..

"oh ok, how old are you sweetie?"

"I'm five." She smiled, and looked up at me. "I'm Jazzy, what's your name?"

I smiled. "my name is Emma."

She giggled. "pretty name."

I laughed a little. "won't your big brother Justin, get mad if he doesn't know where you are?"

She shrugged and stood up.

"I don't know, he's always on his phone."

I laughed.

"will you take me in the water, please?"

I stood up straight, and bit my lip.

"I dunno if that would be ok hunny."

"please?" She begged, and I sighed holding my arms out.

She jumped in them and I smiled putting her on my hip. I walked up to my waist, and she kicked her feet a little while giggling and looking down at the water. I smiled at how cute she was, and walked in a little more.

"ok ok, can we go back now?" She ask quickly and nod walking back. "I'll go ask my brother if I can play, ok?"

"sweetie, I'm gonna go for a little swim. I'll see you later though, promise." I smiled, and she nodded hugging my
leg and running towards her brother and his friends.

I walked back in the water, and started swimming to the float. I climbed up the latter, and looked around. I smiled at the prefect view then laid back and let the sun beat down on me.

A few moments later, I heard sea doos around. I sat up on my elbow and looked around seeing them racing, I stood up and heard people yelling. Then I heard James and Bella yelling my name, I looked over at them and saw people waving their hands in the air. I turned to my right and saw a sea doo coming towards me, he waved me to move and I panic as I backed up and tripped off the dock. I swimmed back up, and tried moving my foot was caught in the chain of the latter.

"HELP MY FOOT IS STUCK!" I screamed, and saw someone swimming towards me. I turned my head again to my right and saw the sea doo still coming towards me getting closer. I went under trying to move my ankle but only to feel pain.

I saw a pair of hands lightly jerking my leg out the chain, and pulling me in his chest and swimming away from the dock as the guy nearly smashed into it. I popped up, and coughed a little holding on the guys shoulders.

"you saved me." Is all could say.

I pulled away and he smiled, then looking at me.

"you're the girl from the bar.." He said in shock, and I just looked at him as we barely moved in the water.

Huh?..

hehe(:

I looked in her eyes, as she looked at me shocked. I couldn't believe it was her she smiled weakly pulling away a bit and swimming back to the beach. I followed her as she stood up limping a little and walking towards I'm guessing
her friends. They helped her back to her spot and she looked back at me, and smiled shyly then turned around.

"Justin, that's Emma! my friend." Jazzy pulled on my arm.

I looked down at her, and picked her up.

"how do you know her Jaz?"

"she was the girl who brought me in the water, and I talked with her. Can we go see her?"

"ya, sure." I smiled.

We walked over and she was wrapped up in a towel sitting down talking to the guy and girl. I got closer, and she notice me and looked straight at me then Jazzy.

"Emma!" Jazzy giggled, and jumped down hugging her.

Emma laughed and hugged her back.

"hi sweetie."

"are you ok?" She ask holding her face making her smile.

"yes, I'm ok."

"come on jazzy give her space." I stepped in, and picked her up.

"thank you for saving me." She smiled, and stood up.

"it's my pleasure."

I looked at her for a long moment as she did the same.

"can Emma come play Justin?"

She smiled looking at Jazzy and then at me.

"um, Justin has a lot of work to do Jaz. Maybe another time?" I said looking at her.

She shook her head, and pointed to Emma.

"I want to play today with Emma!"

I looked at Emma, and she nodded smiling a little and I looked at Jazzy.

"ok, but only for a little bit."

She clapped her hands, and wiggled down.

"um, I see you guys in a few?" Emma turned around to the guy and girl as she slipped on her short shorts and grabbed her shirt. They nodded and Emma turned towards us and looked down at Jazzy. "ready?"

"yes!" Jazzy smiled, and held mine and Emma's hand.

We walked over to our spot and I sat down, as Jazzy pulled Emma towards the water.

"dude, is that her?" Chaz ask.

I nodded looking at her.

"she's a babe man!" Ryan chuckled, and laughed a little.

"I know, but I dunno what to say to her."

"ask her to go for a coffee or something, that's all."

I turned my head looking over at her and Jazzy playing.

"I guess."

After a few hours, Jazzy was getting tired. So we were getting ready to leave, Chaz took Jazzy to the car along with Ryan and I stayed behind with Emma.

"um, thanks again for eralier." She smiled.

"no problem, um I was wondering do you wanna get some coffee or something? I really feel like we should talk."

She blushed a little. "yeah, I'd like that. Um, should I give you my number?"

I nodded and handed her my phone, as she did the same.

"I'll text you after I'm done work?"

She nodded, and smiled. "sounds great, bye justin."

I chuckled, as she walked back towards her friends. I smiled and walked up to the car, and got in and drove to my dads to drop Jazzy off. When I left there I went to the office to pick up the box of paper works on my desk that Mr. Woods left me as he went away for two months.

Great.

What seem like hours, I was somewhat done half the paper work. I pulled out my phone, and looked for Emma's number.

To : Em(:
hey cutie, wanna go get something to eat?(:

From : Em(:
heey, and aaaaah first it was coffee.. now something to eat? you're good Justin;p lolol, sure when?

I chuckled.

To : Em(:
haha I know(; and in about ten minutes? We can go to MD's.

From : Em(:
yum, okieee(:

I smiled, and got up jogging up stairs to take a quick shower. When I got out I slipped on a pair of dark blue skinny jeans with a white v-neck t-shirt, and a black hoodie. I ran my hands threw my hair and grabbed my cell and jogged down stairs putting on my black high tops and walking to my civic.

To : Em(:
on my way cutie

I put my phone in my pocket, and started driving to her house.

I pulled up, and saw her walking out in a mini short jean skirt with a white light pink tank top and her log black hair straighten.

Damn.

She walked towards the car, and I got out walking over to the other side opened the door for her.

"thank you." She smiled at me, as she passed me and got in. I shut the door and went over to my side and got in as well.

"so, you sure want MD's?"

She nodded. "just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I don't like to eat out Justin." She joked.

I laughed a little, and pulled out. The car drive was pretty silent, but when we got to the restaurant, she started slowly talking more.

"so uh, I have this question I was dying to ask you if we ever did see each other.." She bit her lip and played with her fires.

"go ahead, ask."

She looked up at me. "Justin, did we have proaction?"

I looked at her, and she looked a little worried.

"honestly, i remember using one.. But I'm not sure if anything happened."

She looked down and nodded, I reached for her hand and softly put mine over hers.

"I didn't want just a one night stand with you Emma, I'm not like that type of guy. Say worse comes to worse, you are pregnant.. We can use that time to get to know each other. My mother taught me to respect a lady, I wouldn't leave you alone with something like that. Ok? please dont look at me as a jerk, I'm not I promise."

She looked at our hands, and then at me and softly smiled.

"thank you Justin." She smiled and I smiled back.

"let's just relax tonight, ok?"

She nodded. "well I'm a full, how about we go for a little walk or we can go back to myself and have a little bomb fire?"

I nodded, and got up so did she. I put my arm around her, and walked her to the car.

"no! don't!!" She giggled, as I picked her up and held her over the pool.

I laughed, and pulled her back close to me looking at her. She smiled, and softly put her finger tips around my neck and held them behind my neck. I leaned my forehead on hers and she closed her eyes as I backed up towards the lawn chair. I sat her facing me and she pressed her lips to mine, and I held her hips kissing back in shock. She ran her hands up threw my hair and kissed me more pulling me closer to her and making me put my hands up the back of her tank top. I traced her bottom lip with the tip of tongue and she didn't give in, I smirked to myself and brought my hands on the sides of her thighs and pushed her skirt up making her gasp and letting my tongue slide in. She moaned, and pulled on my hair a little making me feel my pants starting to tighten.

I can't let this go far again..

My hands went up her stomach, and I pulled back at little both of us catching our breath.

"Emma, we shouldn't do this. We should get to know each other a bit more, I don't wanna rush things if we're going to be more then friends later on.." I said, and she leaned her forehead on mine and held the sides of my face. I looked in her eyes, seeing her kiss my lips softly.

"can we cuddle then?"

A small creeped on my lips, as I pecked her lips softly and looked at her.

"of course." I smiled, and laid back with her laying on top of me.

I rubbed her arms arms and she laid her head in my chest, I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes.

"Justin, how old are you?" She ask.

"I'm 21."

She looked down at me.

"Justin, I'm 17.."

My eyes opened, and I sat up some as she got off me and bit her lip. I looked at her, and ran my hands threw my hair.

"my father wouldn't like that.." She sighed standing up. "he's the biggest owner of a company and he wouldn't want me seeing you."

I turned around.

"Emma whats your last name?"

She looked at me. "Emma Woods.."

My heart felt like it was ripping out of my chest, I turned around and sat down on the chair.

"Justin?" She walked infront of me.

"I work for your father, Emma."

I looked at her, to see her body stiffen.

This isn't good..

sooo,im guessing I'm shiity writer. No one ever comments.. so, pleaseeeee. Let me know?

This isn't good, at ALL. My father would kill me, if he knew I hooked up with someone that is four years older then me and that works for him. I can't believe this, I haven't spoken to Justin in three days he keeps texting me and calling but I ignore him. I don't know what else to do, I would get such a horrible beating from my dad if he ever knew about Justin and I.

Today James and I were going out for a gift for Bella, her birthday is coming up and he wants my help on some things.

After my shower, I slipped on my gray lacy panties with my matching lacy bra. I then slipped on a white mini jean skirt with a yellow tank top. My was in a messy bun, with a white small flower on the side. I slipped on my black flats and grabbed my phone hearing James blow the horn. I ran downstairs and ran outside to the car.

"ready?"

I nodded, and put my cell phone in my lap.

"did you call him back or text him?"

"no James, I can't .He's four years older then me, and he works for my dad you know that isn't a good idea for me
and him to be something more then friends."

He rolled his eyes, and shook his head.

"why do you fuucking care about that shiit? Just be happy and think of yourself Emma, We've been friends for to long for me not to know you like a book."

"James, you don't un-"

"stop, just stop it. I do understand, you're scared for someone to be in your bubble. You slept with the guy Em, come on I bet when you brought him back to your place you guys never stopped laughing. No ok, you dont know each other. But look at Bella and I, we didn't know each other. Now look at us, we're buying a house together."

I looked at him.

"god I hate when you're right!"

He chuckled. "love you too."

I rolled my eyes, and picked up my phone.

To : Jay(:
heey..

"there, happy?"

"Very." He smiled, and I played punched him.

From : Jay(:
hey can we talk?

To : Jay(:
ya, I was going to ask the same thing..

From : Jay(:
okay, r u busy this evening? we can meet at the coffee shop.

To : Jay
sounds good, I'll see you there.(:

From : Jay(:
alright(:

"there, we're meeting at the coffee shop later."

"and?"

"and what?"

"what are you going to say to him?"

I shrugged. "I dunno, maybe explain how we should keep it on the down low or something."

"why don't you let him talk?"

"James, can you just drive and shut up?" I joked, and laughed making him chuckle.

After we got to the mall, James picked out a few things for Bella. But the main thing he bought her was an engagement ring, he told me he doesn't know when or how he's going to do it but he ask me to hold on to it for now. James dropped me off at home, and I saw my dads car there. it was weird because he was suppose to be gone for two months. I walked in slowly, and heard laughter in the living room. I walked in the door way, and he smiled at me. My eyes snapped over to Justin, as he awkwardly sat there.

"hi sweetie."

Ew, I hated it when he called me names like that.

"hey, I thought you were gone for two months?"

"I forgot some paper work, so I called Justin over to drop them off."

I nodded.

"and another thing, Justin will be staying here for a few weeks."

"what?" We both said shocked at the same time.

"yeah, Justin will be staying in the pool house. He needs to use my fax for when I need some paper work, is that a problem hunny?"

Ugh, ew.

I shook my head. "no dad."

He glared at me, then looked at Justin patting him on the back.

"great, well go run along we have some work to be done."

I looked at Justin, then went upstairs shutting my door and locking it. This can't be happening, he's going to be staying here?!

Later on, I heard my dad yelling on downstairs making me shiver. I heard his heavy foot steps coming up the stairs, making me even more scared. I closed my eyes as he busted the door open and held his belt in his hands making a fist with it wrapped aroud his knuckles. I shook my head, back up and feeling tears fall down my face.

"AAAAH!!" I screamed, as loud as I can feeling the pain in my left side. He punched again, and I flinched falling over. He slapped his foot in my side, then slapt me making me just fall on my back and blacking out...

The next day my whole body was aching, I woke up on the floor feeling my side throb and tasting blood in my mouth. I painfully forced myself up and grabbed my phone looking at the time. 6:30 Am, I closed my eyes and limped my way towards my bathroom running a hot bath.

After my bath, I wrapped my towel around me and looked in the mirror. I looked at myself and dropped the towel seeing a black and purple bruise all along my left side. I touched my lip as I cut was spread on the bottom corner. I closed my eyes, letting all the tears in me out. I couldn't stop as my side started throbbing in pain making me yelp, and lean ahead holding on my side.

I finally mange to get dressed into a pair of black yoga booty short shorts, with a long sleeve gray v-neck shirt. I kept my hair down, and didn't bother putting make up on. I slowly walked out and down the stairs. I held on the railing and closed my eyes tight as I got to the last step and felt my phone buzz.

From : Jay(:
you in the house?

I walked to the living room, and slowly sat back on the couch putting my feet up. I opened my other hand and placed the pain killer in my mouth and swallowed it down.

To : Jay(:
ya.

I tossed my phone down and laid my head back, feeling the pill kick in and not feeling as much pain as I did.

"hey, Emma are you ok?"

"mhm." I looked at Justin.

He sat beside me, and barely touched me.

"you look like you just got hit to death."

"I'm fine, really. I just slipped getting out of the shower and hurt my side." I smiled, and he looked at me worried. "Justin, really I'm ok."

He relaxed, and nodded. "so, um.. I didn't know your dad wanted me to stay here for a while. Is that to weird for you?"

I shook my head. "no, is fine. It isn't like you're living in here, right?" I smiled.

He chuckled and looked in his lap. "I feel really bad for everything, I mean you look so much older then 17."

I smiled, and turned his head towards me. "that doesn't matter."

"what about your dad?"

"what about him? What he or anyone else doesn't know, won't hurt." I said, and bit my lip rubbing my hands around his neck pulling myself in his lap. He placed his hands on my waist and smirked.

"true, but maybe we should take it slow.."

I leaned close to him, and bit my lip.

"up to you Jay." I whispered leaning my forehead on his, he stared at my lips and rubbed up and down my back.

"maybe one kiss won't hurt.." He said, while pressing his lips to mine.

I held the back of his neck, pulling him closer and kissing back right away. He pushed his hands up my shirt and I pressed my tongue in between his lips making him groan in pleasure and pushing my hips in his. He played with my bra clip and I held his face kissing him deeper and harder. Before he unclip my bra, the door opened making us pull away and me sliding off Justin lap. James laughed, and looked at me.

"oops, didn't know you had company Emma." He smirked, and laughed walking in the kitchen with Bella. I covered my face, and Justin stood up.

He looked down at me, and helped me up holding my waist.

"I wanna take it slow Em." He said and kissed my forehead. "I have work to do, I'll be in the pool house."

I looked at him, as he pecked my lips and walked away. I fixed my shirt and shorts walking in the kitchen hearing James and Bella laugh.

"just shut up please.." I sighed, and looked in the fridge for something to eat.

I just wanna kiss his lips all day..

weelllll?<3

After our heated kiss, her friends walked in. So I got up and left and came in the pool house. I couldn't help but think the pain Emma looked to be in before we started making out, and the cut on her lip. She looked to be in a lot of pain. I didn't want to be rude, or get in her business by asking to much questions.

I worked for a bit, then felt a little hungry. I went in the house to see Emma trying to get up the stairs I jogged behind her and held her up.

She looked back at me, and I looked at her seeing small tears roll down her cheeks.

"what's the matter Em?"

She didn't say a word, but just pushed my hands off and walked up the stairs.

"I want to be alone please." Is all she said, and walked slowly to her bedroom.

I walked in the kitchen, and grabbed myself a sandwich going in the living room and watching T.V.

After a few days, Emma seem to be a little better then what she was. We haven't talked much because I've been busy working. But i have seen her around the house. She mostly stays in her bedroom and listen to music. It was Friday night, and I thought to cook her a nice little supper. Maybe she'll come around then.

"what's all this?" Her soft sweet voice, rang in my ears as I set the table.

"this is a nice home made meal, just for two." I smiled, and she smiled looking at the table.

"it looks amazing!" Her eyes met mine, and she bit her lip. "thank you Justin." Her arms wrapped around my waist and I kissed her forehead. She pulled away walking to the chair, I held it out for her.

"I hope you enjoy chicken." I smiled, and brought out the small chicken.

"mmm, I love it!" She giggled, and I chuckled sitting down.

I poured her a glass of wine and she smiled taking a sip, before eating.

"oh my god Justin, that was amazing!" She sighed sitting back on the couch, closing her eyes. "I haven't ate like that.." She pasued. "since my mother cooked." She smiled softly as I sat beside her.

"you didn't have to help clean up, I could've did it."

She looked over at me, and kissed my cheek.

"it was my pleasure." She said, and I looked at her lips then in her eyes.

"more wine?" I offered, and got up getting the wine and two clean glasses.

"sure." She said sitting up, and folding her legs under her.

"so tell me about yourself?"

She sipped on her drink. "well, my mother passed away when I was six. So growing up it's just been really just me." She shrugged.

"your father didn't stay home with you?"

She shook her head. "nope, he was busy working. I always stayed with my Nannie, or with James."

"oh, I'm sorry."

"James is like my brother, he's been there for me through everything him and his mom and dad of course. I used sleep over when his mom and my mom went out or baked cookies and we used to steal the cookie dough when they weren'f looking." She smiled, while looking at her glass. I put my wine glass down, and moved closer to her rubbing her knee.

"I'm sorry to hear about your mother Em."

She looked at me with glossy eyes.

"sometimes I just wish it wasn't her, a girl needs her mom no matter what." She bit her lip from keeping from crying. "me and my dad don't have a great relationship." She slowly said. I looked her at as she looked at me.

"everyone has their ways with parents Em, trust me."

She looked at me and nod, she leaned ahead and put her glass down then laid her head down in my lap and looking up at me.

"you're beautiful Em, always remember that. Ok?" I ran my finger tips along the side of face, as she smiled and closed her eyes slowly and pulling me down towards her lips. She opened her eyes, and I smiled as she sat up in my lap and hold the sides of my neck.

"kiss me." Her words sent warm chills through my body.

I held the back of her neck, and pressed my lips to hers making both of us smile. She kissed back moments later running her hands up threw my hair and pulling on it softly. She pushed her lips harder on mine, and I rubbed up her shirt on her sides. She pulled away quickly and I bit my lip looking at you.

"can we go upstairs?" She ask sweetly, and I chuckled picking her up and kissing her while walking to her room.

This is going to be a good night..

please comment?!

Amazing!!!!!!! I love it soooooo much!!!!!! Ur an amazing writer!!!!

Originally Posted by Waffles609

Amazing!!!!!!! I love it soooooo much!!!!!! Ur an amazing writer!!!!

thank you love,(: so are you!!

Love it!!!!!yuh gotta update btw I have question what is sea doo??? I just finished the whole story so yeah I'm kinda late lol