Hi, im Lily Cowel. Im 17and im a Junior at West Cost High. My favorite color is purple, and I love Demi Lovato, she is my inspiration and idol. Yea, I live in Cali, about an hour south from LA, but its not all its cracked up to be. Well for me anyways. I get bullied, what did I do? Well I don’t even exactly know. They just don’t like me, maybe because I am me? Sure, I wear all of the name brands and stuff and I live in a decent sized house. But im not popular in school, not even close. I get bullied by the way I look, and dress. Even though most of the time the other kids wear the same things, I just don’t get it. Society is cruel, I can tell you that. And because of my ****ed up school life, I cut, and I don’t eat much, usually one meal a day sometimes just a snack. Ive been called fat, ugly, slut, whore, *****, just about all of the names in the book. It doesn’t make sense to me, I never did anything wrong to them at all. I havent spoken to them, unless I was standing up to them for my self. Im not just going to let them sit there and harass me, I stand up for my self. Most of the time anyways. To take my pain away, of the bullies and my Dad and brother dyeing, I drink, and cut. I live with my mom, all she does is work. She has one day off a week, and that day we usually get to spend together, usually. So our relationship isn’t that strong. I also live with my little sister Jade, shes 12. Yes, ive had boyfriends in the past, all of which cheated on me and hurt me bad. One, actually being the biggest jock in school Jake Richards, what a douche, anyways that’s for you to figure out later on, along with the insodent of my dad and brother. I hang in here for my sister, and my sister only. She is my world and I would do anything for her.
Read my story "The Kid NextDoor: I Never Thought I'd Love Him" and
"I am Falling for Him, but Why Him?" and "Mistakes" hehe thanks!!! (: <3