Thread: The way you love

He cheated on me. I became pregnant. I found out he cheated on me. I left him.I haven't talked to him until yesterday....









Hey, I know it's not a good summary, but I wanted to know what you thought before I started
Thanks!
The rookie

On e you start you gotta keep going lol I like it u should have a little more intro or sammarry but it sounds really good!!read my stories

Um well ya see, I don't really know how to update and I just hit edit post... How do I update? It would be really nice to know how... Cause you know that's important. Um I don't know if it's the same as on a computer but I am using an I Pad, so if that help I kinda need help finding out.

I woke up with his warm body next to me. It was a good night. I rubbed my eyes, and quietly climbed out of bed and tip toed into the kitchen. I was in shorty sweat shorts and a spaghetti strap tank top, and as I poured myself a bowl of cereal, i fixed my strap that had fallen the night before. Then I *waited for him to get up. Memories from the night before flooded my brain until I saw our beers sitting on the table. I sighed and got up from my seat at the counter to collect the bottles and throw them in the trash. Once I was done, I slowly walked to the bathroom to put my hair in a bun to make myself the least bit presentable. I then galloped back to the kitchen to finish my now soggy cereal. I found him sitting in my chair finishing my cereal. "jerk," I said walking to get a muffin.
"and you know it babe." he said.
*I smirked. Then I closed the cupboard and walked back to him. "morning Bells," he said.*
"morning Justin," I said a little to flatly.*
We ate our breakfast with normal chit chat, and we got ready. Justin went off to work, and I went to find a job at a bakery. The day dragged on with many good interviews, but only one job I had a shot at. So I went home. I unlocked the apartment door and stepped in. A wave of nausea swept over me. I suddenly felt sick. My head started ti hurt and I walked to the bathroom to get some Tylenol. I opened the white door to the cupboard, and looked at myself in the mirror. I was pale. And looked terrible. So without looking I reached for the bottle of tylenol. I grabbed something and pulled it out. But what I took out was a pregnancy test. I smiled at the thought of it, but I put it back and grabbed the bottle of red pills. I took one, and swallowed it without water, and walked to the living room to sit on the plush couch and flip on the seemingly quiet TV. So I turned it up, and awaited the return of my*husband. He was early, and when he came home I was passed out on the couch.*

When I woke up, I found him sitting next to me, watching TV. I smiled up at him, and the nausea feeling came again. *I moaned, and justin stroked my cheek with his cold thumb. "you feel ok,babe?" he asked.
*"not really," I replied. "I haven't felt good sence I got home today." I told him.*
"you mean yesterday? You've been asleep since 7 lest night. And it's now noon." he said.*
My face blushed. "you should be at work babe." I told him.*
"I know, I just wanted to make sure you knew were I went before I left. I'll see you at five."He kissed my cheek.
I kissed him back, and he went to work.*
I got up from the couch, feeling better than yesterday. I walked to the bathroom, and took out the pregnancy test. I sighed shakily, and took the test....
*It came back positive. I was pregnant.*
I was leaping with joy inside me, but I wondered what Justin would think. We had been planning to a a kid, but I don't know if he would want to have one now. I mean we had been married for a year now, and I had took the pregnancy test after our honeymoon, nothing. But now.... I was flipping out.*

Out of joy, I called Justin to see if we could meet. No answer. I couldn't help it. I put on some sweats, and my moccasins and rushed out of the apartment. I got to his building, and ran to his office, but I found what no women wants to find. Their husband kissing another women. I gasped, and my excitement suddenly turned to anger. *Justin turned to look at me. *His eyes grew with shock and worry.*
"HOW DARE YOU!" I screamed, running out.*
*"Bella wait!" he ran after me. I got to my car and slammed the door shut. He made it to my car before I could pull away. "BELLA! I didn't kiss her! She kissed me! She was on drugs!" he yelled.*
"oh yeah I sure. Play the blame game. Whatever. Were through. I'll send you the divorce papers in the mail." I said putting my car into gear.*
*"wait." he said sadly. "what did you come to tell me?" he asked.
"I'm pregnant." I told him as I pulled away. I drove to our apartment and packed my stuff. Then I drove to my old apartment, still vacant.*

**3 years later...
My little girl 3 years old sat on the sofa Sleeping. Her little cheeks were red and so were mine. This is one of the hottest days of the summer here in Atlanta. And I have no worry in the world. I took to day off, and Sidney and I just got back from the pool. I had the Tv on channel 26, Disney channel. I grabbed the remote and changed the channel just as Sidney fell on my lap and started to snore. I turned the channel to ABC to find Good Afternoon America was on. And a story about Lindsey Lohan. Another drug trial? Wow. Then who's face do I see? The one the only bit** Justin Beiber. God. Why him? But because they said lashed out, I had to hear it. "Justin lashed out at poperatzi telling then to buzz of. But he apologizes for his behavior and said quote, 'I had a lot of things on my mind and I plan to take care of them before the beginning of my tour." the reporter said. "well thats all the time we have for today!"*
Just then the phone rang, and Sidney jumped up and asked, "Mickey mousey?" I kissed her and flipped the Tv back to Disney and quickly got to phone on the counter.*
"hello?" I asked. No one answered. "hello?"*
I was about to hang up when a familiar voice replied "WAIT!"*
"excuse me?"
"hi,"*
"hi, may I ask who's calling?"*
"it's me, bells."
Oh shi*. "what do you want?" I snapped.*
"I want to talk to you about meeting somewhere." Justin said.

Memory's flooded my brain. "you decided to put me out of your life 3 years ago and you aspect me to meet? I have a daughter, a job, and a life ti take care of, and I don't have time to talk with YOU of all people!" I yelled hanging up. Tears streamed down my face, and I ran back to Sidney.
The phone jingled again. I grab it out of utter frustration, and answer. "WHAT?"*
"hey,"*
Justin. I was about to hang up. "WAIT! don't hang up. I want to meet her."
"who my daughter?" I asked impatiently.*
"mine too, and yes." I sighed.
"fine where do u want to meet?"*
"my new house."
"whe-" my phone buzzed.
*It was Justin sending directions.
"tomorrow at noon."
"fine." I hung up.*
"where we go now?" sidney asked frustrated that Mickey mouse was off and she was already planted on the couch, unwilling to move.
"we don't have to go today, tomorrow silly." I tickled her stomach.
5:00
I was eating a slice of bread at the kitchen table with Sidney while she munched on her spaghetti o's. I was utterly enraged by the phone call earlier and I wasnt talking as much as I should be. My cell buzzed. A text. I opened my messages to see what it was. 'Can't meet tomorrow. Justin.'
I replied. 'Yeah cause everything else is just so important than your own daughter! Whatever we can't meet another day this year or next. We're too busy.'
I sent it.
I turned my phone off and went to put Sidney with her toys. Then I came to the kitchen and washed dishes and thought about my years before Sid. They were great, and I really wanted to have a kid, but I wasnt ready. And then Justin came along. And you can guess where it went from there. Lol. I found myself smiling, and I quickly brushed it off. Then there was a knock at the door. No one had said they were coming over, but mom said she needed to drop off some cookies. So it was most likely her. I walked to the front door of our house, an opened the door. I found myself looking at his feet, and his purple high tops. Then his skinny jeans, then his face. Justin. God da** it.*
"what do you want?" I asked testily.
"to meet my daughter."*
"well she's mine, and you don't have permission." I was about to close the door but he caught it with his foot.*
"and I want to to talk about us."*
"what is there to talk about Justin, you left me when you kissed that a**" I told him.
"I know Bells, but I want to fix it, and I didn't kiss her."*
"you know if you want to talk don't start with lies." I told him.*
"ok fine, but can we talk, and try to be friends?" he asked.
"to even be friends, you have to earn my trust. And you can't even ,meet my daughter until you do." I told him.*
"I understand. Tomorrow at 8?" he asked.
"sure whatever, but, not at your house especially in your room with beer." I said. He knew why too, cause whenever he wanted to he would give me a beer and I knew what he would do he got me drunk and do 'it' with me. But I only let him with my permission.*
A large smile formed on his face. "oh but why? I'm irresistible." he said.*
"no your totally resistible, and such an ego hungry bit**" I told him.
He laughed, and I closed the door. Then I walked back to Ella, and I found her sleeping. So I picked her up, and walked her upstairs and across the bridge into her room. I laid her down, and walked to my office to do some work. For me, work is sometimes an escape. And my escape, writing. I write story's, and publish them. It takes a while, but I like it, and that's all that matters. I sat in front of my computer screen drawing a blank. It was agonizing. I wanted to write about something that I promised myself that I wouldn't write about. Justin. Why him? Why me? How? When? This are the questions I asked myself when I tried to stop thinking about his sexy appearance. God he's hot. NO stop it Bella. You hate him, and you don't want to be anywhere near him. I sighed. I wanted to write about him so badly I grabbed a rubber band out of my desk drawer and out it on my wrist and started to snap myself with it. But it didn't work. So I caved in and let my fingers fly with the first chapter of my story. And it was terrible. I can't believe I am writing about him. Of all people, him. Ugh. After a while I Went over to the living room and went to the piano. I placed my fingers on the keys.*
*flashback**
I giggled. "NO!" I laughed.
"Come on! Do it! Or I won't stop tickling you!" Justin yelled his fingers tickling my stomach.
"FINE FINE! I'll do it! I'll play." I sighed as he stopped.*
I went to sit on the bench, and I placd my fingers on the keys. Then my fingers glided across them playing the song that I wrote a long time ago. "how does it feel, to be in love tonight?" I sang the lyrics in my head until I realized I was humming them. "sing it," Justin said.*
My face blushed. But I started to sing. "does it feel wonderful, great, or even magical? The real love the hugs and kisses, the laughs and the grins. It does? Oh great! Then you feel in love tonight, love, love, love!" I sang out loud. I was actually pretty good but I refused to admit it.
*end of flashback*
I sighed and took my fingers off the keys and instead grabbed my acoustic guitar and made my way to the sofa. I softly tuned my guitar, and then I played the cords to my song and sang along. "that's how it feels, to be in love with your one your only true love, the one your with, the one you will always be with, so how does it feel to be in love tonight? The best feeling in the world."*
I ended. Tears flew down my face like pouring rain in a romance movie. I heard a knock at the door again. I whipped my tears, put down the guitar, and walked to the door. I opened it to find a bouquet of flowers, a card, and a little box of hershey's chocolate bars labeled Sidney in rough jagged handwriting.*
I picked it up and brought them all inside, and I looked at the box of chocolates attached to it was a little note that that said FOR SIDNEY ONLY ;0) I laughed and sat them down. Then I went to the card and admired the wonderful roses. I picked up the card and opened it. It read,
Roses are red, violets are blue, I know I'm crazy, but I still love you.
Dear Bells,
I know you can't forgive me, but I still love you and Sidney. And I hope you will take this as an apology. I love you. I will fix what I have done. See you tomorrow at 8! Wear something nice please.
Still love you,
Justin*

Then I took my dozen red and pink roses and put them in a vase with water, and waited for Sidney to wake up. I herd little pattles on the floor board overhead, and them galloping into the kitchen was my little bundle of joy. "hey babe, did you sleep well?"*
She nodded apparently awake. "who da fwowers from?" she asked looking at them.
I coughed. "daddy," told her.
"DADDY?" she yelled. "I have a daddy?"
I laughed. "yeah, but when you were still in my tummy, me and daddy got in a flight and I left him. But know he wants us to be mommy and daddy again. but mommy isn't sure, so her and daddy are going to go out tomorrow night." I tried t explain it to her.
"oh. Did he bwing anyfwing fwor me?"
"yep! He brought you some chocolate bars!" I laughed as she ran around trying to find them.
"where where where!!!!!!"
"I'll let you have them after dinner, silly goose."*
"ok dokey. Can we go swimin now?" she asked.*
In our yard we have a HUGE pond and 41 acres. Earlier we went to the pool with our friends, but I think the pond is a bit more refreshing.
"sure sweetie but we have to get on your swim suit!" I picked her up and bounced her on my hip, and then we walked up to her room and picked out her little princess swimsuit. We slipped it on her and we walked out to the pond where she jumped right in. I took out my phone and texted Justin thx. Then I got in afterward, and Ella and I swam until we saw the sun was setting.
"come on Goosey," I said picking up her towel.*
I dried her off, then we went inside to get on hear nightgown. Then we went downstairs and had Mac and cheese for dinner. Then I let her have a few pieces of chocolate. Then she ran to the piano.*
"SING SING!!!! then we watch a movie!" she screeched.
I sat on th bench beside her and I decided to sing my song tonight. "what does it feel like? To be in love? Tonight? Does it feel great, wonderful, or magical? Love is the greatest thing you could have, tonight. Don't fight it, dont go looking. Just let it come. Love, love, love. It keeps us together, it keeps us tight. Don't ever brake the promise you made in front god. What does it feel like? To be in love tonight? Does it feel wonderful, magical, or great? It's the greatest thing of all. Love is what keeps us together." I sang.
Ella hummed along, and when I was done she looked at me, her purple eyes glowing. Don't ask me how she got the perfect eyes ever and how they are purple, cause I don't know.*
"I wove it momma! Momma?" she asked looking up at me once more, her eyes suddenly troubled. "does Daddy know who I am?has he met me?" she asked.*

Update!

How did I know this was coming? "well sweetie, no. Daddy hadn't met you but he knows who you are. After our big fight, mommy never saw him again. Until I talked to. Him today. But you can't meet him until mommy and trust him." I told her.
She nodded, and we went to my room to put on a movie. Sidney watched a movie and I hopped in the shower and got out as soon as I could. Then I got out and out on some short booty shorts on and a tank top, then I climbed in bed with my daughter who was engrossed in Scooby doo.*
That show made me think about Justin. We always wanted a great Dane, and we were going to get one after we had s kid. But I left. And we never got a dog. Maybe if we turn our relationship around, we could get one again.*
"mommy?" Sidney said climbing onto of me.
"Yes sweetie?" I asked. "well.... Daddy.... Does he LOVE ME and YOU? Cause why dib you two fight?" she asked.
I sighed. How was I supposed the explain this to HER? I can't break her heart.

I'm lost who's Ella and Sidney??? Update

OMG I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry!!!! Ella is supposed to be Sidney and Sidney is the daughter sorry I checked it but I guess I missed that part