Thread: Mistakes

Chapter 1

Leahs POV*
“Justin I am done with your ‘mistakes’” I spat at Justin as I started throwing all of my stuff in my suit case.
“Leah it doesn’t have to be this way. Im sorry” Justin yelled trying to apologize. This is it im done with him and his sh!t.
“Justin that’s what you said last time you were with that little skank! You had the balls to cheat on me TWICE with the same skank!” I yelled and started to grab all of Gavins little toys and throw them in the bag too. “C’mon babes we are leaving. Say bye to daddy” I said coldly as I picked up Gavin and started to walk out of the house to put Gavin in his seat. I buckled him in and went inside to grab out bags. I walked in and saw Justin sitting on the sofa with his head in his hands crying. I kinda feel bad.. No Leah just leave he cheated on him he hurt you. Leave. As I started to walk out the room Justin looked up at me. His honey eyes looked confused, sorry, hurt, and loving. I broke out of his daze.
“Can you stay with me. For Gavin?” He pleaded. I shook my head and walked out to the car and drove off to God knows where. I’m 23 I don’t need this. if Justin cared he wouldn’t of gone out and cheated with that little whore Selena. We were driving and all of my tears fell down my face.
“I mommy okway?” Gavin asked. Gavin is my son. Well mine and Justins son. He is so precious to me. Both of us. He had honey eyes like Justin but a little button nose like mine with Justins lips. And my brown hair. But I could only see Justin staring back at me. Guilt ran over me.. wait no I didn’t do anything wrong.
“Yes Gavie” I managed to slip out.
“No wyour not” He said. I pulled into my parents drive way and picked up Gavin from his car seat and knocked on the door with tears in my eyes.
“Awe sweetie! Come in! hi Gavie” She said welcoming me into her home. She is so understanding..

So guys i know this is a weird way to start but i guess thats what makes the story. and Justin isnt famous in this. so comment on if ii should continue!(: thanks! ~Ariel

the idea's cute, and it's good so far. but question. how can he cheat on Leah (haha. that was my waitress's name) with Selena, if he's not famous? is Selena not famous either? or do they just like, no each other? thanks. :]

Originally Posted by BelieveSwagg

the idea's cute, and it's good so far. but question. how can he cheat on Leah (haha. that was my waitress's name) with Selena, if he's not famous? is Selena not famous either? or do they just like, no each other? thanks. :]

lol thanks and Selena is just a random chick i guess but she always had a thing for Justin. lol and imma put next part right now(:

Chapter 2
*4 months later*

Justins POV*
I just let my whole life slip out of my hands. My girlfriend of four years. And my son. I only get to see him on weekends well from Friday through Monday. I am so stupid. I made the biggest mistake of my life. And the worst is I made it TWICE. I was drunk okay. She came on to me and I followed because I was drunk. She knew it so she took advantage of me. and pictures got around through the club. And Leah got one. Selena has been trying to ruin mine and Leahs relationship forever. I hope that ***** is happy! She put my life down the drain. Now all I do is sit home and wait until the days I get to see Gavin. And Leah. She wont forgive me and I don’t blame her but that doesn’t mean I wont try. I am going to fight as long and as hard as I can to get my family back. I am still only 23. And I know Leah. I know what she likes. Her favorite food is chicken parm. Her favorite color is purple. Her favorite movie is Grown Ups. Adam Sandler is her favorite actor because she thinks he is hilarious. Bruno Mars is her favorite singer because she finds him attractive and she loves how he writes and sings. Actually that song It Will Rain by him reminds me of us right now. But she left. And I cant function unless I have Gavin or I see her somewhere. I cant go on with out her. I have to prove she can trust me again. I still love her. I still care for her. I still want her and Gavin in my life. Forever. I herd a light knock on the door. Then I realized its Friday. I hopped off the couch and turned the TV off and walked over to the door and opened it. Leah walked in and set Gavin on the couch he is the cutest 3 year old I have ever seen. And that’s not just because hes my son.
“Hey big boy” I said and messed with his hair.
“Okay so like always Ill call at night so I can talk to him before he goes to bed while im at work ill pick him up Monday night at 7.” She leaned down and gave Gavin a kiss on the forehead.
“Bye Gavin mommy loves you and ill call tonight. Have fun with Dad” She said and started to walk out the door. “I wove you mommy” He said in his baby voice
“Leah” I said and gently grabbed her arm. She turned around looking a bit annoyed.
“What Justin?” she asked.
“Do you want to come in for a bit and talk?” I looked at her with my eyes full of hope.
“What is there to talk about? Besides I have to get to work” She said and turned back to walk in the car. I let out a sigh then walked over and sat next to Gavin.
“Does daddy wlove mommy?” Man hes smart.
“Yes. But mommy doesn’t love Daddy” I said sadly.
“Wyes she does” He said and crawled onto my lap. I sighed wait what?
“What did you say buddy?” I asked as my eyes widened.
“Mommy walways tawks to me. she twells me she misses you but cant twust you.” He said. I wrapped my arms around him and stared at the wall infront of me. He tells me what she says sometimes. And I think he tells Leah what I say too.

So the begining might be a tad boring but its the intro what am i gunna say? So if you are confused a bit just ask me and i can clear it up for ya(;

Originally Posted by lovejustinsswag

lol thanks and Selena is just a random chick i guess but she always had a thing for Justin. lol and imma put next part right now(:

okay. haha. she's his stalker hoeeee. haha. okay. this chapter was really great! :]

Originally Posted by BelieveSwagg

okay. haha. she's his stalker hoeeee. haha. okay. this chapter was really great! :]

thanks gurl! <3

MISTAKES
Chapter 3
I don’t know
Justins POV*
“Daddy tomorrow can we go to the zoo?” Gavin asked while stuffing Mac and Cheese in his mouth.
“I don’t know maybe but first you have to come to work with daddy” I said cleaning the dishes. I work for a personal business one of my buddies opened like three years ago it is a lawn scape company. Since it is family owned and I partially own it with him I get paid well. There are only like ten of us that work but we do stuff all over the northern part of Maine. But I mostly work in the office part well because someone has to do the paperwork and sometimes I am able to do it at home so. But every once and a while I go and do the dirty work. The money was able to buy me a nice house! It has four bedrooms two and a half bathrooms. Kitchen dining room, living room, laundry room, and finished basement. I have a lot of good memories here. Me and Leah bought this house together. Gavin learned to walk here. Leah and I made love for the first time here three years ago. We were twenty and madly in love. We still would be if I didn’t screw sh!t up. Gavin was conceived here. And more.

“Ju-Justin” I herd Leahs shaky voice in the bathroom.
“What is it babe?” I walked in the bathroom and saw her sitting on the toilet with her head in her hands sobbing. “Boo whats wrong?” I knelt down in front ofer her and wrapped my arms around her. She lifted her head out of her hands and looked me in the eyes.
“Justin I’m Pregnant” She said with a million emotions I could see it in her eyes. She was sad, happy, worried, but most of all confused. She didn’t know what to do. We were only twenty. “Pr-promise me you will stay with me through this and help me raise the baby” She said with her voice full of hope.
“I promise baby, I promise.” I held her for the rest of the night and assured her for how everything will be okay.
*End of flashback*

I screwed it all up with some stupid whore! After that I swore to my self I would never get drunk again. I ruined everything. I F*CKIN BROKE THE PROMISE! I HATE MY SELF FOR IT! I have to make it right! I have to get her back so I can repair the promise I made! I promised I would be with her to raise Gavin. I promised. My thoughts were interrupted when I herd my IPhone ring. It was Leah to say good night to Gavin. I had already set him in his room and given him a bath. I walked into his room which was blue. With Cars (the movie) border wall paper around the room. His race car bed and his whole room was cars with the exception of the pictures on the wall. One was all three of us at the zoo when Gavin turned two. And one of us at Gavins first local baseball game. And a few more family pictures which I wont take down.
“Gavie mommy’s on the phone” I walked into his room and saw him watching spongebob in his bed. I handed him the phone.
“Hi mommy” I put her on speaker I always do.
“Hi Gavie are you having fun with daddy?” She asked.
“Yea we watched Cars and I got a bwath and had spownge bob mac and chweese for din din my favowite” He told her. I herd her chuckle on the other side of the phone.
“Good. What are you guys doing tomorrow?” She asked.
“Daddy said we cwan gow to da Zoo” he smiled big.
“Really? Tell the zebras mommy said hi” She joked. Zebras were her favorite animal. And her favorite pattern. She loved anything zebra.
“Okway whats Mommy dwin twommorow?” He looked over at me.
“Mommy has a date” She said. Wait- what? A date? The thought of that makes me sick to my stomach. Knowing she is going out with someone other than me. I know we are not together but I still love her and cant have her hurt again. I can just tell this isn’t a good idea. I need her back. “Alright Gavie mommy has to go her break is over. I love you bubba” She made a kissy noise.
“Wove you too momma” She made a noise back.
“Night baby.” She paused. “Night Justin” I smiled.
“Night mommy” He paused “Night Leah” I said and with that the call ended.
“Alright buddy you got to get to bed we have to get up early” I kissed his forehead and got up.
“Night daddy wove you” He said. I walked to the door and flipped the light switch off.
“Night Gavie. I love you too” I softly closed the door.

Leahs POV*
Honestly I cant believe I have a date tomorrow. A cute guy came and I was at my desk and he told me I was pretty and he asked for my number and asked if I wanted to go to dinner tomorrow. But there is something about him. I don’t know if it is bad or good. Finally my shift at the hospital was over and I got to go home. I got home and took a nice long shower then talked to my mom for a bit. Yes I am with my mom for now because I cant afford a house just yet. I do miss Justin. I just don’t know if I can trust him. He has to prove to me that I can before we do anything. He has to give me a really really good reason to make me trust him again. What he did hurt. I heard my heart shatter and fall on the ground. I mean twice! Okay he was drunk but still! That little whor’e was trying to ruin our relationship for three years before that! She has a thing for Justin. And he eventually let her. It tore me a part. I thought I could trust him. I cant say I am still completely in love for him. But there are feeling there. I just don’t know where or what they are. The biggest one though is betrayal. I would like if I was able to trust him again. But I just don’t know. Something tells me I shouldn’t. then something bigger tells me I should. He seems pretty torn up about it. Like Ive been saying I just don’t know. But I need to get out. I have a date tomorrow. It may go well this will be my first date since I broke up with Justin. I have been keeping my self together for Gavin. I have to stay strong for him.
Gavin means the world to me. If I lose him I have no clue what I would do. I would probably die. No lie. When Gavin is with Justin sometimes I just cry my self to sleep with the thought of Justin. I know what you are saying: Its been four months already get over him. But its not that easy. I have been with Justin for four years. And we have a child together there is just something about him telling me I shouldn’t let go quite yet. I just need to figure out what it is.

SO i hope you liked this part a bit better. it shows their feelings more.(: but like i said these first few may be boring. SO tell me what you thought! comment! ~Ariel

Update!!but I love your other story!!dnt end Tht one lol

MISTAKES
Chapter 4
Im sorry

Leahs POV*
“Come er’ you little hoe!” Jack yelled. We were at a restaurant on our so called “date” which is more of a horror movie now for me. I went to the ladies room then right after I walked out he pushed me back in. I am scared to death right now. I backed up into a corner with no escape. I stood there with fear in my eyes. “That’s what I thought! Now let me kiss you!” He sneered while started to kiss my neck. I kept shaking my head but that only mad him even madder. “Stay still!” He yelled in my ear
“Get off of me!” I said. He pushed himself on me and put us on the ground. He started to lift my shirt but I tried to stop him. His grip was too strong. It was no use. He started to take advantage of me. Although I refused to let out any sign of pleasure. This was pure torcher. On May 21 2012. I was a victor of rape. In a restaurant by some dude who took me on a “date” As soon as I was able to I kicked him in his nuts and threw my clothes on as fast as I could and ran out of the restaurant. I ran to my car and started it up. Then I saw him running after me. So I took off as fast as I could. I have no clue where I am going. I am so scared I need to talk to someone. It cant be my mom she would worry too much. So I just kept driving. Tears were pouring down my face my make up was a mess. I was a mess. I decided to go to the person who has seen me at my worst. It was about 11 pm right now. I ran out of my car and ran and pounded on the door. About a minute later a sleepy annoyed Justin opened the door. I jumped right into his arms. He seemed shocked. I am too.
“Shhh calm down” he whispered in my ear while picking me up and walking us over to his room. I tried my best to stop crying. Justin sat across from me and wiped the tears off my face with his finger. “What happened Leah?” He looked me in the eyes with a sorry look.
“Justin it was horrible! I I went on the date and” I stopped and cried again. He pulled me into a hug.
“Tell me what happened” he rubbed my back.
“Justin he raped me! In the bathroom of a restaurant” I looked up and cried even more. His eyes were filled with hurt, anger, sorrow, love. but most of all the anger and love. He started to breath hevily.
“Where the hell is this guy?” he got furious. “Im gonna kill that *******!” He stood up.
“Justin” I said pulling him down by his arm. “Don’t” I looked in his eyes.
“Why Leah?! He hurt you! He f*ucking raped you for Gods sake! Leah he caused you pain and now he needs it!” He clenched his fist.
“Justin why?” I asked softly. He knew exactly what I meant. I wanted to know why he cared so much.
“Leah. I still love you. It is tearing me up!” I saw a tear slip down his cheek. “I need you back! I broke the promise Leah! I broke it!” He stood up again.
I stood up too. “What promise?”
“The promise I made when you told me you were pregnant! I promised I would be with you through it all I would raise Gavin with you! I would stay with you! I broke it Leah.” There were now multiple tears running down his face. “I let you go. I made the biggest mistake of my life. Letting her take advantage of me. but mostly letting you go” I feel bad. I really do. But he hurt me. bad. “I know I never should’ve done what I did at the time. I was drunk and taken advantage of. It shouldn’t have happened I shouldn’t have let her do anything. I want thinking. As soon I was able to think. I killed my self for it. Both times. When we broke up I never saw her again. I still don’t and I don’t drink or go out. I got to work and shop and come home. I don’t party. That’s what ruined my life. That’s what made me lose you.” He cried and pleaded for me to forgive him. That made me melt inside. He remembered the promise. I did too but I wasn’t about to bring it up right now. He apologized I could tell he meant it. And he stopped drinking and enjoying him self because of ME. I could see it in his eyes he meant it. But I wasn’t just gonna go running back.
I want to forgive him I really do. But I cant just yet. “I know Justin I can see. I just don’t think I can forgive you right now. I need a reason. I still have feelings for you. I do. I just don’t have trust. And I need a reason. I need you to show me I can trust you. Starting with this. you cant tell anyone.” More tears escaped.
He nodded. “I wont. And I will give you reasons you can trust me. Can we at least be friends right now? I cant stand not being able to see you. I mean I will be better even if we just talk when you drop and pick Gavin off.” He smiled with hope in his eyes.
“Yea we can.” I smiled small. Still not over what happened tonight and I don’t think I will for a while. He gave me a hug and I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck letting a few more tears slip. Then I felt a little arm wrap around my leg. We both looked down to see Gavin standing there looking up at us smiling. Justin picked him up and Gavin wrapped one arm around my neck and the other around Justins and pulled all three of us together into a hug.

Justins POV*
“Are mommy and daddy all better” Gavin asked happily. He was still sleepy though you could hear it when he talked. Me and Leah both looked at eachother.
“Almost baby. Almost” She assured him. Almost. That word makes me want to throw a party. Almost we are ALMOST there. More than half way but not quite there almost. That is good with me. for now.
“Will Mom cwome to da zoo?” he asked. And no we didn’t get to go to the zoo today. I had something at work. He understood so I put him with the other kids in the daycare. He had a good time he even brought home a painting of all of us. Me Leah and Him. It didn’t really look like it because he is three. But that is what he said it was. She thought for a minute.
“Yes Gavie I will come. But that is if daddy wants me too” She looked back over at me. I nodded with a big smile. This is it. We are working our way back together after four horrible months. We are making progress. Gavin smiled big. I let him go out of my arms and he walked back to his room.
“Justin I really appreciate that you let me talk to you” She smiled.
“Anytime” I smiled.
“Thanks I have to get going. What time are we leaving tomorrow?” She grabbed her bag and headed toward the door.
“Around noon we can get lunch there” I said and followed her to the door.
“Bye Justin thank you again” She gave me a hug and walked out the door. I stood there for a minute thinking about what happened tonight. With Leah. And US. I cannot believe someone did that to her. I am still wicked upset and angry. If I knew who it was I would probably kill him. He needs to suffer no one can lay a hand on Leah. Hell, not even me any more.
Leahs POV*
I walked inside of my parents house expecting them to be a sleep but my mom was sitting on the couch watching some old movie. I plopped on the couch next to her and let out a sigh of relief that I wasn’t near that freak again. Not Justin that other dude. I don’t even want to say his name.
“Hi honey how was the date?” She asked. Ugh the date. I should’ve saw that coming.
“Not so good we didn’t really have any chemistry and he was really perverted.” I shifted on the couch so now my legs were crossed and I was facing my mom.
“Oh so what did you do after. It is late you weren’t on the date that long were you?” Ugh she is so nosey sometimes. I wasn’t about to tell her that I went to see Justin. Or was I.
“ I went to go see my baby” I told her. That was part of the truth.
“Oh did you talk to Justin?” she raised an eye brow. My mom still likes Justin, she doesn’t really know what happened all she knows is we got in a really big fight. So she still likes him. My dad does too but he knows what Justin did. I am surprised my dad still likes him.
“Yea” I simply stated.
“What did you talk about?” She was just being curious.
“Justin apologized for acting like he did and the argument. And we talked about my date and how life is treating us.” I said and pulled out my phone.
“He let you talk about YOUR date that was not with him?” She looked confused.
“Yea he is really understanding ma. He lets me vent to him. And at this point he is really desperate to get me back.” I paused and thought out what I was going to say next. “We are friends right now and working our way to more trust and everything like that. I want it to work mom. I really do I just don’t know. But I am willing to try. I miss him mom” I started to cry. My mom pulled me into her shoulder and I let all of my tears out. Me and my mom have a really good relationship. We talk about a lot.
“I know honey I know. And you have to think about Gavin what would be best for him. Which would most likely be you two together” I lifted my head and looked at her.
“I know. Thank you mom. Im going to bed” I gave her a hug and made my way into my nice warm bed and thought about Justin and my baby boy.

eh this was okay. its a longer part though. and i cant wait to write about the zoo(: lol comment! ~Ariel

thats sad. pooooor leahh. but, on the bright side, they'll love eachother soon! heheh.