Thread: Between You And Me

Originally Posted by ShellbyLivesOn

Yes. She's PREGGGERS. Should it be a boy or a girl?

a boy! justin always wanted to have a oy first then a girl she the boy can protect his littler sister from people like jake!

Good idea. Next time she is, I'll be sure to make it a boy! I'll update right now!

When we get back to my house, Justin set's me down and kisses my forehead. I smile up at him then go into the kitchen, sitting down at the table with Justin beside me.
Katie: Hey Justin!
My mom runs up and hugs him. He hugs her back reluctantly.
Katie: Justin, it was not your fault. It was far from.
Justin: I know... I just... wish we could have had this baby.
Katie: Me too. I was really looking forward to being a grandmother!
Me: Umm, can we change the subject please?
Katie: Sure. I love you honey... How's your leg?
Me: What?
Katie: They gave you your first Methrotrexate shot.
Me: Oh. I didn't even know it.
Katie: Good.
Me: So... when will dinner be ready?
Katie: Soon. Why? Are you hungry?
Me: Yea. Just a little.
Katie: Do you want a piece of bread? I just got it out of the oven so it's hot.
Me: Sure but just a small piece. I want to save room for dinner.
Katie: OK. Here ya go.
Me: OK. Thanks mom.
I took a piece of bread and start to much on it, taking little bites out of it.
Katie: Justin, would you like one?
Justin: No thanks. Thanks anyways.
Katie: OK.
She set the bread basket down on the table and sat done across from me.
Katie: Emma, me and your dad will be going down to the beach for the weekend. So you'll be staying with Justin and Pattie. I already asked her if that would be alright and she said she didn't mind at all and that she was going to be busy the whole weekend too. But Justin will at least be able to watch after you.
Me: Mom, I know you want me and Justin to have some "alone time," I get it.
Katie: Sorry. I just... really want to be a grandma...
Me: I can tell.
Katie: You know I love you sweaty.
Me: Mom, please don't make this uncomfortable.
Katie: OK, I'll shut up now...
I peeked at her from the corner of eyes and saw her mouth open, then close again.
Me: Mom, just say it.
Katie: Your going to... right?
I got what she was getting at and felt a blush rise to my cheeks. My mom had to ask that, right in front of Justin.
Me: Mom, don't I have to wait till after the... other... one... is gone?
I felt the sting in my eyes and looked down at the table. I felt Justin's arm slide over me and he started to massage my shoulder. I gave a weak smile and kissed his cheek.
Justin: It's OK baby.
Me: No it's not. We lost the baby! And it's all my fault.
Justin: It is NOT your fault!
Me: *starts to cry* I know...
Justin pulls me into him, sitting me on his lap, and let's me cry into his chest.
Justin: We'll get through this, together. I promise.
I couldn't say anything, the words getting lost in my throat, so nodded my head. He kissed my forehead, and rubbed my arms.
John: Food's ready.
Me: OK.
I moved back to my seat and wait while my mom passes the plates of soup out. When I got mine, I started to eat it, slowly. No one was talking and all you could hear were spoons hitting the bottom of the bowl.
Me: So, what time are you leaving?
Katie: Tonight at 8:30.
Me: OK.
John: Do you want us to stay home?
Me: No. You and mom go enjoy the beach. I'll go stay with Justin.
John: Are you sure?
Me: Yes.
Justin: Don't worry. I'll take good care of her.
When I was finished, I went to my room, laid down on the bed, and looked out the window, staring up at the sky. I started to doze off when I felt my bed move and Justin's arms wrap around my waist. I turned back around, facing him, and noticed what time it was.
Me: Is it time to go to your house now?
Justin: Yea. Wanna pack a bag to take with you? Or... I could take you to the store.
Me: I'll just go shopping with my very sweet and great and passionate and handsome boyfriend.
Justin smiles and leans in, kissing me. It slowly turns into a make out session and for the first time that day, I forgot about my pregnancy. When I pulled back, breathing heavily, I smile up at him.
Me: I'm glad I met you.
Justin: Me too. I don't know what I would be doing right now if I hadn't. My career probably would have gone down the drain.
Me: Nah.
He kisses my forehead then get's up, picking me up bridal style, and leads me downstairs. At the bottom of the stairs, he set's me down so I could hug my mom and dad.
Me: I love you guys. I'll miss you.
John: I'll miss you too baby girl.
I smile at his nick name for me and go on to hug my mom.
Katie: Be careful. Don't do anything... dangerous. I would say stupid but...
Me: OK mom. I'll see you when you get back.
She kisses me on the cheek, then they both grab their bags, go out to the car, put their luggage in, and get in. Justin and I stand on the porch, watching as they slowly disappear. Justin picks me up again, bridal style, and starts to walk us to his house. I fell asleep and when I woke up, I was in Justin's bed, with Justin's arms around me and me laying down on his chest. He was looking down at me, stroking my hair, and when he saw my eyes open, he smiled.
Me: Hey...
Justin: Hey beautiful.
Me: There's nothing beautiful about me right now.
Justin: Yes there is. Your still yourself. Your still my beautiful girlfriend.
Me: Stop it you suck up...
Justin: Well you are. You have a great body, an even better personality, and your my perfect match.
Me: Your too good to me...
Justin: Are you happy now?
Me: I'm happier.
Justin: What can I do to make you happier?
Me: We could...
Justin: OK. I know what you want. Are you sure your ready?
Me: Yes. I'm ready.
He carefully leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back, enjoying his body against mine and his lips against mine. Justin took my shirt and shorts off, then undressed himself. He went back to kissing me, him completely naked and me still in my bra and underwear. He went back to kissing me, then I felt his hand creep up my back to my bra. He unclipped it with one hand and pushed it off to the sign. Then, he reached down for my panties. He slowly slipped them off and pushed those to the side too. He slowly went back up my body, kissing me softly on the lips. He slipped himself into me carefully and slowly.
**later**
Justin collapses beside me, sweaty and out of breathe. He pulls the sheet's over my weak and tired body, pulling me into him, and snuggles me into him.
Justin: Go ahead and get some sleep beautiful.
Me: I love you Justin *whispers*
Justin: And I love you.
I feel his lips kiss me softly, and drift into a dreamless sleep.

It's been a week and me and Justin can officially try to have another baby again. And this time, I WILL have this baby. Right now Justin is at the studio, finishing up his Believe album. I go over to my closet and put this on: time to try again BYAM12 - Polyvore. I'm so nervous. I've done some research on my last pregnancy and I'm really scared I might get it again. If I do, I'm going to give up on it. I go into the bathroom, prepping myself up. I close my eyes, take deep breathes, and try to calm myself. Eventually, I go down to the living room and turn the radio on. In the kitchen, I make myself a piece of toast and a glass of milk. I go into the living room, sit down on the couch, and slowly eat my toast. When I'm done, I grab my blanket and wrap it around me, snuggling into the pillow and doze off.
**5 hours later**
I hear the front door open and Justin's car keys falling into the bowl by the door.
Justin: Baby, I'm home.
I make sure my blanket is still wrapped around me and stand up. Justin see's me and starts to walk towards me. I take a steady breathe in and drop the blanket. When he see's what I'm wearing, he slows a little, taking in what I'm wearing.
Justin: I take it you have something you want to tell me?
Me: I can officially get preggers again.
Justin: You ready?
Me: Yes.
Justin: Your sure?
Me: I'm positive.
He finally closes the gap between the two of us and pulls me into him. He starts to kiss me. I feel the energy growing in it. I deepen the kiss my cracking my lips and letting his tongue explore my mouth. He picks me up, putting my legs around his waist and he carries us upstairs to my bedroom.
**later**
Justin collapses on top of me. We both gave it our best, really wanting to have a baby. We're both breathing deeply and sweaty. I'm rubbing Justin's back, kissing up and down his neck.
Justin: That *breathe* was great *breathe*
Me: I agree *breathe*
Justin leans down and kisses me on my cheek, my neck, and finally my lips. I kiss him back, running my hands through his damp hair. He pulls back and gets up, helping me up.
Justin: Wanna go take a shower?
Me: Sure.
He wraps his arms around my waist and leads me to the bathroom. I turn the water on and get in, Justin getting in after me. I wash my hair while Justin rinses off.
Me: So, what do you have planned for today?
Justin: Well, since it's 9 PM, I was thinking go to bed.
Me: Really, it's that late?
Justin: Yes.
I shut the water off, slipping my towel around me. I didn't realize it was that late. I grab a pair of sweat pants and a plain white t-shirt and Justin grabs a pair of blue gym shorts.
Me: Sounds good to me. What do you want to do tomorrow?
Justin: We could go... out to eat.
Me: OK. Sound's good. Then we could go to the store and get the tests too.
Justin: Yea.
After we dry off, we go back to my room and over to my bed. Justin lays down on my bed, pulling me down beside him, wrapping his arms around me. He quietly started to hum Baby in my ear. The last thing I remember before falling asleep is Justin's lips kissing my forehead.
**The Next Morning**
When I wake up, I stretch and yawn and look at the time. It's 12. Haha. Me and Justin are sooo lazy. I get up and go to the bathroom, hearing a slight snore escape Justin. I curl my hair, pinning my bangs back, then go to my closet. I pick out this outfit: date BUAM12 - Polyvore. I slip it on and then go back into my bathroom. I apply some mascara and eye liner, then put a light coat of cover up. I grab my Someday perfume, a gift from Justin last year. I put a little of that on then grab my strawberry lip gloss and put some on. I go back out to my bedroom and over to my bed.
Me: Justin, time to get up.
Justin: What time is it?
Me: Time for you to get up.
Justin: Seriously...
Me: Open your eyes and look.
He opens one eye and looks at my clock then jumps out of bed.
Justin: Why didn't you tell me it was this late?
Me: I wanted you to sleep in. Your always so busy.
Justin: You should have woke me up when you go up.
Me: Just go get ready.
He goes into the bathroom and I hear the sink water running. I lay down on my bed, careful not to mess my hair up, and grab my phone off my side table. I check my twitter and then hear Justin come out. He's wearing a shirt with the tux on the front and black skinny jeans with black vans.
Me: You ready to go?
Justin: Yes.
We go downstairs and Justin grabs his car keys. We go out to his Range Rover, him opening my door for me. When we got to "Monday: Your day." (restraunt name). We go inside and go to the private room. I order the meatball sub and Justin orders the hamburger.
**After eating**
We drive to the drug store on the corner of the street. When we get there, Justin slips a hoodie on and we head inside. We pick three of the newest kind then go to the counter. The lady eyes me then Justin then rings us up. She's and older lady and I can tell she want's to say something.
Me: If you want to say something, go ahead and say it.
Lady: You should have really waited till marriage.
Me: And how do you know we aren't?
She looked down at my hands which were hidden behind my back. She shook her head then finished ringing us up. Afterwards, Justin grabs the bag and head back to the car. Once in the car again, we head home.
**2 Week later**
I'm holding one of the pregnancies in my hands. Me and Justin have been pretty on edge for a while. We've been... doing it a lot, both of us really wanting a baby. He's been taking time off work just to stay home with me and watch movies and eat popcorn. When we're not doing that, we're going out shopping or going out to eat, or just going to hang out with friends. But today's the day. My period was due 10 days ago. I take a deep breathe, looking into my eyes, then take the test out of the box. I pee on it then set in on the counter, staring down at it. When the sign finally shows up (which feels like forever), its says it positive. Just to be sure, I take another one and this one seems like it's much faster. It also shows a positive sign. Before I know it, I hear a high pitched scream leave my lips, a happy one, and I run out of the bathroom, test's in hands. I run over to Justin, who is sitting on the edge of my bed with his face in his hands. I pull his hands away and show him the tests. He see's the positive signs, stands up, and hugs me, kissing up and down my neck and whispering "I love you" into my ear.

wow! really good
update!