I drove and drove and drove not really knowing where to go.
I finally found a homely looking motel and decided that it'd be the best place to stay and hide from Justin. Isabella was asleep and I debated leaving her in the car but it was nighttime and I wasn't familiar with our surroundings so I picked up her sleeping form and carried her into the little Lobby area.
There was a hispanic man behind the counter. He was heavy set with sparse hair and a full mustache. He was screaming at a woman in spanish and she'd yell back.
He looked at me and smiled.
"Uno momento Por favor," he told me in spanish before going back to yelling. (One Minute Please)
I stood there but the weight of Isabella was killing my shoulder and my legs were aching and my eyes were drooping.
The man turned around.
"I need a room for one night. We'll be checking out around 1. And no more screaming. My daughter is asleep," I said handing him 200 hundred dollars.
I know it was more then the room cost but i didn't care he slid me a room key and I was out the door and in my car driving around to where our room was.
I walked up to the room door that read 126 and opened the door. It wasn't as bad as i expected. I laid Bella down on the bed and hurried and grabbed our bags from the car and made sure to lock it after me.
After I changed her outta of her clothes and into pajamas I sat in a chair watching her and cried.
Why was this happening now?
Why was Rachel ever involved? Isabella? My wedding? Justin? Me? Chaz and Ryan?
Everything was a puzzle piece and everything fit together to make a pretty picture when I wasn't in it. I wasn't made for this I wasn't cut out for any of this.
I stood and had a dizzy spell before I ran to the bathroom and threw up. When i was done I cried some more and cleaned myself up and went to sleep.
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