Okay, so I wrote this a really long time ago when I was bored and I just found it on my desk so...yeah...Enjoy, I guess? Haha
You See Right Thru Me
Part 1 of 5: Vulnerable.
"I saw what I saw, Justin. You can't take that away from me." I sobbed.
"It was a mistake, Gabee! I was drunk and stupid! I'm so sorry..." he trailed, shaking his head with shame.
"Maybe you shouldn't drink anymore then, Justin because that clearly leads to us fighting and you running off and fu*cking other girls!" I screamed at him. Warm tears continued to flow down my cheeks. Justin tried to wipe them away but I backed away quickly. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I screamed again and he whimpered away.
"Gab, this is stupid." Justin said softly.
"No. I was stupid for letting you back in. I was stupid for believing all those lies. I was stupid for letting you tell me what I wanted to hear. I was stupid, Justin! You? Yeah, you are fu*cking insane if you think that I am staying with you. Every time you go out to what you call 'business parties', you get piss drunk and end up with the same slut! I'm done sitting at home, waiting for you, Justin. I'm sick and tired of your lies and excuses. I'm done wasting my tears on you. Wanna know another thing? I was stupid enough to take it. I cried over you almost every night and I still made an effort to make it work. If you really love Selena more than you love me, then go to her. I'm done with you, Justin." I sniffled. It was quiet for a moment. I took that as my cue to leave. I turned on my heel and ran up the stairs to the bedroom to get my purse. I felt him following me but he can't stop me. He hurt me for the last time.
"Gabee, I love you and only you. I promise." he pleaded. I shoved a few outfits and few pairs of pajamas in my dance bag, angrily, before looking at him.
"If you loved me and only me,Justin, you wouldn't keep finding yourself with Selena in different hotel rooms." I said, gently, anger still clearly evident in my voice. He just stared at me. Tears were pricking at the brims of his eyes. I shook my head and continued packing. I'm not quite sure where I'm going. Mom and Dad are all the way across the planet, traveling. I suppose I could just go to Jessica's. I mean, she let me live with her for a whole month the last time this happened. I suddenly felt him wrap his warm arms around my waist and rest his head on my shoulder. I sighed heavily. I felt a warm wetness on my shoulder but I ignored it. Justin deserves to cry. I wiped my face and turned in his grasp to face him, arms still dangling by my side.
"I'm so sorry, Gabee. I want to change my ways. I need you to be here to help me through that change though." he begged in barely a whisper. I looked at the floor, trying to think of a response.
"Justin...I can't...take you back. I can't. I'm sorry. I was too vulnerable when we were together and it only hurt me more. I believe you can change your ways without me though. I have faith in you." I gave him a small reassuring smile before picking up my dance bag and my purse. I stepped out of Justin's grasp and grabbed my keys off the side table. I started towards the door and when I got to the doorway, I turned to face him again. "It's not a 'goodbye', Justin...It's an 'I'll see you later'" I said softly. And with that, I walked out on what I thought was my whole world...
A/N: Part 2 in a little bit(: