Thread: Random Short Fics

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air,
I know I can count on you,
Sometimes I feel like saying;
"Lord, I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need to see me through..

"I swear Justin. Sometimes I don’t understand why I let you drag me here," I said exasperated.

"It’s good to come to church."

I take a drag from my cigarette and roll my eyes at him.

"I know it is but sometimes I just feel like saying "Ef this!" and walking out."

"Don’t say things like that," he says grabbing my hand.

I smiled at him and kissed him. I turned and looked out onto the beautiful lake in front of me.

"God is love."

"Yeah but you're love too," I say quietly.

Sometimes it seems the going is just too rough,
And things go wrong no matter what I do,
Now and then it seems like life is just too much..
But you've got the love I need to see me through..

I sat on a bench in a little park watching as a momma duck and her babies swam across the lake. If only life were that easy. IF only I wasn’t so depressed. IF only my life could end. They say there's a God up there, so why doesn’t he help me? Cause there is none. i don’t know what good is, what happiness is, what love is. They say that this God is supposed to love me, but I don’t feel loved. This shiit is bogus. I took a drag of my cigarette letting it sit in my lungs. Maybe I'll die.

When food is gone, you are my daily meal,
When friends are gone,
I know my savior’s love is real,
Your know it's real..

I'm sitting at my bench and this boy comes along. I mean he's cute maybe 16 or 17, light brown hair, and big brown eyes. He was a little cutie.

He came and took a seat next to me. I sat there looking out into the water and smoking. He turned to me.

"Something is telling me I should talk to you," he says.

"Hi," I say and turn to face my pond.

"I'm Justin and who are you Ms. red-head and emerald eyes?"

"Emma," I say extending my hand.

"Hi."

"You said that already."

"Do you know who God is?"

And that's how it started. That’s how Justin Bieber started getting me into church.

You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,

"God is love."

"If God is love, why don’t I feel it?"

"I love you. Do you feel that," he asked me.

"Yeah I do," I say.

"See that's God."

"I love smoking. Is that God?"

"No. Only things that are good for you. Like me. Do you love me?"

I nod sucking on my cigarette.

"Don’t ever love me more then God or he'll take me away from you."

"Then I hate you," I say jokingly. We both laugh and stare out at the pond.

You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love..

I was sitting on my bench waiting for Justin. I was thinking about what we were talking about yesterday. About how God was love. I reflected. Maybe God was loved. I felt loved. Justin's family was awesome, his mom an I were in sync, and the church he dragged me too was looking for a new singer. Maybe- no this definitely was love.

I couldn’t ask for anything more. A cool boyfriend, his nice family, a spot in the choir, and most of all the love from God. What more could I ask for?

Time after time I think;
"Oh Lord, what's the use?"
Time after time I think it's just no good..
Cos sooner or later in life,
The things you love you lose,
But you've got the love I need to see me through..

I'm on stage. They have me in green robes and my hair is in a pony tail with spiraling curls on the sides of my face. I blew a strand of fiery red hair from my face. I was starting to worry that I might look weird. My brown freckles, green eyes, fiery red hair, with the pale skin. I just wanted to leave, but I couldn’t let down the Bieber's. I bowed my head and prayed.

God you've gotten me this far don’t let me give up on myself. I know you say I have free will but this time control me. Let me not mess up my words, let me not stumble, let me not make a fool of myself. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
I lifted my head and the words seemed to come out from nowhere.

"Before I sing I'd like to say something. I've quit smoking. I wrote this song for Justin and the Bieber's who help me find love and happiness and a home in their arms and in God's.

You Got The Love," I said and after that the words of the song suddenly came pouring from my mouth.

You got the love,

You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,
You got the love,

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air,
Cos I know I can count on you,
Sometimes I feel like saying;
"Lord, I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need to see me through.

I remember that time when I sat on the bench with Justin and he said something to me. I didn’t understand it in the beginning, but I do now.

"God is love."

yeah its a little spiritual but I thought this song was really cool. At first I thought she meant a guy she loved had the love... but I listened to it and its God who has the love. So the song really moved me so I put it into JB VERSION. & JB isn’t famous in this story. Please comment and I don’t mean to offend anyone. If it does offend someone sry

YouTube - ‪Florence And The Machine - You've Got The Love + Lyrics!‬‏

R&R (Read&Reply)

I liked it,
it was very good

aw i liked it

do another one!!!!!! :}

Sorry, just feeling overwhelmed again -___- don't kno wat the heck is wrong with me. I just feel like focusing on other things in my life right now. I'll do it soon!!!! Hopefully tomorrow. And this was really nice

Aww that was good. You totally should do another one.

Originally Posted by live&lovemusic20

Sorry, just feeling overwhelmed again -___- don't kno wat the heck is wrong with me. I just feel like focusing on other things in my life right now. I'll do it soon!!!! Hopefully tomorrow. And this was really nice

I kno what ur talkin about... but with me I'm that person who has so many things goin on and this for me is the only thing that keeps me sane, its the one thing that i kno wont really change. So i indulge in writing. HOPE U get bettr and i hope u wont be gone for long

and thanx *Cheeky Grin*

YouTube - ‪Maddi Jane - Impossible by Shontelle Lyrics‬‏ (sum1 ELS singin it)

YouTube - ‪Shontelle - Impossible‬‏(ORIG Song)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

I remeber when he told us he was moving to the US to live in Atlanta. We were happy but we were all torn. Our Justin leaving to become something famous. Our Justin leaving our little home to go somewhere so busy. Yeah he was our Justin, but now he would also be THIER Justin Bieber.

We were young. He was 13 i was 12 1/2. I was sitting and sipping some hot choclate that his grandmother had given me. He came and sat next to me.

"Guess what?"

I look at him.

"What?"

"Guess," he says.

"You're gonna sing a song for me," I say.

"Well if I get signed all my songs will be for you."

"Justin I'm not one of those girls who swoonover your dumb pickup lines. What did you wanna tell me- wait did you say signed?!?"

"Maybe not yet. They want to fly us down to Atlanta to live and then we'll go from there."

I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him.

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

After that he left a few days later. Gone.

Chaz, Ryan and I bonded. We grew up together. I turned 13 and they were there for me and a call from Justin.

"Happy Birthday!"

"Thanks Justin. When are you gonna come visit we miss you?"

"Well I tried to come for your birthday but right now we're in the studio recording. I thinkmy first album will be coming out soon! I cant wait. I already have fans. Can you believe that," he said so enthusiastically.

"Justin I want a copy. You here me! And you've always had fans," I said.

"Well Happy Birthday. I have to go talk to you soon."

And with that he hung up.

I just forgot to tell him onething; I was his first fan.

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Dear Diary,

Love is a curse. I LOVE this guy but he's gone now. We used to be best friends, but he's doing better things now. I just wish he didnt have to be so far away. Do you know what I mean? Well of course you dont you're an inatimate object. But I'm heartbroken. He invited Chaz and Ryan down to ATL but he forgot me. That hurt. But what hurts the most is today's my 14th birthday and he didntcall. Happy Birthday to me!

Love,

The Broken-Hearted Girl

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know , I know
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Chaz and Ryan are telling me about their time in ATL. I wanna cry but I wont do it in front of them. I keep waiting for them to say Justin said he was sorry for not calling and the next time he'll fly you down too, but it never came. They told me about this girl too. Caitlin. She was the one he liked now. I wish they hadnt told me that because now I know my heart is no longer in my chest.

That day I walked to the park with a CD and a bat in my hands. It was his first album. One time; one time I loved you with everything I had... I still do. Favorite Girl; I thought I was. Down to Earth; that's what you were. Bigger; I guess we all had to grow up you would come to see I was the one. One Less Lonely Girl; I thought i would be her but I wasnt. Fisrt Dance; I thought you'd come back home so we could do that. Love Me; I smiled when I first heard this I thought myself, "You dont have to write me a song. I already love you."

I took the CD and threw it in the air when it came down i hit it with the bat. It cracked but the CD was still good. I walked to it and smashed it over and over again. When I looked at what I did I cried.

That was how my heart felt. Cracked. Broken. Worthless.

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I ran to the bathroom to wipe cake off of my face. I looked up and saw my reflection. I was beautiful. My brown hair in loose curls around my face, eyes brown and hypnotizing, beauty mark on the side of my face, lips red from Fruit punch. I swiped my hair back and walked out of the bathroom.

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

My mom was in the kitchen. I walked in and hugged her and she took me outside.

"Wow I cant believe you're 15 now," she says quietly.

I smile.

"You know I was this age when I met and fell in love with your dad."

I nod.

"You're gonna know what love is when-"

"I know what love feels like. It's a beautiful curse. It hurts and feels good at the same time," I say.

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I was at the Bieber's house. They were having me help tidy up there house. I refused to talk about Justin. I loved him and hated him.

The door bell rang. I went to answer it and saw Justin standing there. The swoop in his hair, eyes still that beautiful brown, hair still the same brown, lips wetfrom licking them, But it was how much he'd grown that struck me.

"Anna?"

I smiled slightly and hugged me. I stood frozen in his hug, then I hugged him back.

"Wow you've grown so much."

"You have to Bieber."

he walked in and hugged his grand parents. We all sat down and they started asking him queastions, but i wasnt paying attention I was too fixated on how mcuh he had grown. I perked up when I heard his Grandparents asks him about his love life.

"Well," he signaled for the cameras to go off, "I'm currently dating Selena Gomez."

"From Disney?"

"Yup."

Someone should've just shot me. I gulped and stood abruptly. I ran to the door.

"Where you going sweetie," Grandma asked.

"Ummm... home. I'm feeling kinda sick and I dont wanna get Justin sick," i lied.

"You look fine," Justin says.

"I have to go."

"But I just got back."

I shook my head and opened the door.

"Well let me and Kenny drop you off. It wouldnt be too much. On the way there we can catch up. Its been 3 long years."

"No I need to- to leave. I need fresh air. Bye guys."

I ran home and the tears never stopped. Not even when I fell and scraped myself. Not even when an officer tried to stop me. Not even when my legs hurt. Not even when I passed my house.

I cried because I was sad and heart-broken.

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

Those are just memories. The one that haunts me is the one when he leaves. When he leaves and I dont see him again except for on my TV. I was 19.

It was just beggining to rain. He had come to apologize for what happened when we were kids.

I forgave him. I had forgiven him the day he left.

He got into his car and waved to me for the last time. when he drove off I cried. I cried and screamed and poured my tears out into the streets. I sat down and cried because I couldnt conrol my legs anymore.

I always thought it would be IMPOSSIBLE for me to Love him so much.
I always thought it would be IMPOSSIBLE for him to leave me.
I always thought it would be IMPOSSIBLE for me to hurt this much.
I always thought it would be IMPOSSIBLE for him not to love me back the same way.

I thought a lot of things would be IMPOSSIBLE, but I learned that nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.


this is kind how i felt when i had my first heart-break. R&R.

ahhh this was great! it didn't have a super duper happy ending which made it ten times better(:

that was amazing