Thread: Story For The Broken-Hearted ஐ (Rated-R)

I was JUST writing the third one.

Im In LOVE with this character.. like really:O

I FREAKING LOVE THIS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is flipping amazing!!! please update!

you're gonna love her even more.
Ivy don't play.

"There's a fire, staring in my heart.
Reaching a fever pitch,
and it's bringin' me out the dark.."
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Dear Diary(how cliche`),

I thought about it. Leaving was the hardest to do.
When you're nineteen and pregnant, everyone controlling
and judging what you do..You have no other option but to leave.

So I left.
I left and I don't wanna look back.
If I did, I'd regret it.
Only because I know he'd try and bring me back.

That's why the only one who knows that I'm leaving,
is God. And of course, you, Mom&Dad.
But I'm not saying where.
I can't.

Goodbye,
ஐ
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With folded arms, I had to sit across from Justin with folded arms. Be in mind, I'm only keeping them folded this way, so as to not jump over and strangle him. I'm still curious as to how he found me, but I'm ignoring it. I was so close, we were so close! I stared over at Lilly, who sat intent on her coloring. He insisted that we grabbed something to eat, even though I insisted that we'd leave. But not wanting to make a scene in front of his 'daughter'. Kill me now.

"...I want to leave, Justin." He sighed, but didn't stare at me; instead continue playing with our daughter. "It's not about what you want, Ivy--." "You're damn right it's not!" I hissed. He had a look that could kill. Not a twitch, not a blank.

"It's about what's best for her, and I'm tryin' to protect her--!" "From who, exactly?!" "From you!" It was a fight match to the whispered death. The stares we shared alone, would give off enough sexual tension to ignite a frenzy. Dare I say it? Did tears actually dare to form at the brim of my eyes?

Damn them.

"I would never hurt her; and just admit this is about you...I know I've hurt you, in the past, but that is exactly what it is, Ivy. The. Past. Get over it--." "Kiss my ass!" It was loud enough to draw attention. Good, I wanted him to be embarrassed. "Will you--! Will you watch your damn mouth?" He whispered, covering Lilly's ears. He has some nerve. Acting like Father of The Year. It takes years--and in his case, two--to understand fatherhood. "Don't tell me what to do."

He sighed, removing his hands from her ears. The waitress came back with our food and sat our drinks down. "Mama!" I looked over at Lilly, she stuffed two fries up her nostrils; one of her many talented bits. I laughed slightly, forgetting that I even had tears in my eyes. If I could, I'd take it all back. All but that moment where we made love, love so good it'd still make the hairs on my neck stand attention, and it'd be the last...

Because if we didn't, we wouldn't have Lilliana Drew Bieber. Seven pounds, ten ounces, lungs of more power than the Queen of Soul, Ms. Aretha Franklin, herself. She brought all the pain away, even if it's just a mask. She made everything alright for me. "I'm just gonna ignore you, because all I care about is her.." I smiled over at Lilly, who decided to eat her food, rather than play it. "Nice of you to be the bigger person." I rolled my eyes at a smirking Justin. Why had I fallen in love with this boy? Why? Was it simply because I choose to follow the crowd and just end up lucky?

What luck.

"Danielle," there goes that name again! "why can't we be adults about this? Why couldn't you just tell me?" I stared absently at the food in front me, refusing to touch it. Why hadn't I, Bieber? Tell me, why hadn't I? I sighed, running my fingers through my hair. Those stupid tears were back again, trying to go against me. I bit my lip, my right leg shook beneath the table. God, how I wanted to run away right now. Run away, and take Lilly with me and just go. "...I tried to...But that day, you were busy screw--..Busy with someone else." I tilted my head slightly, laughing menacingly. I shook my head, getting up. "Where are you going?" I looked at him, mascara trailing its way down my rounded face. "Well isn't obvious? To fix my make up!" I bellowed, sarcastically.

I listened to my heels click; I shook furiously as I thought about my showing of weakness, just a few seconds ago. That was never suppose to happen! I was never suppose to break like that! This is exactly why I had to leave, to be rid of him and his doe-eyes. It wasn't fair, and he knew it! He knew it! I walked up to a sink, running cold water against my face. Tears just kept streaming down like I looked in the mirror, and all I could see was the evil bitch I was and the girl I use to be. Both, fighting each other out...My Dr. Jykell and Mr. Hyde...In my case, Mrs.? I watched the rest of my face, dried off and headed back out. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse, he had to sing to her.

She was sitting on his lap, resting her head. He was humming some damn song, rocking her back and forth. "Dada." Okay, my heart officially cracked into a million pieces. He looked up, silent. He looked like he cared, bringing out that concerned look. But lets face it, he is an actor now. I shook my head, grabbing my bag. "Give her to me, now." Venom spewed between my teeth. "...I just got her, don't take her away just yet.." He's pleading now? "You don't deserve to be her father, you have no idea what it's like--!" "Would you have given me the chance!? Even if I were doing what I was doing, would you have at least thought to tell me and give me a got damn chance!?" All eyes strayed to us. I did not care for him at the moment, "No." I said in my monotonically, nonchalant manner. "I wanted you to hurt as much as you've hurt me." And with that being said, I grabbed Lilly from him and started walking out. "Danielle! Danielle, don't do this!"
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Well? Should Danielle aka Ivy give Justin another chance?
Or leave him in the dust?
IDK!!! Read&&Comment please?!!?

This reminds me of General Hospital.
I LOVE! this story!
More!

ohhhh update!

She should make justin pay and mess with his head by making him think he has a second chance when he doesn't....and then take lily away >

Originally Posted by Leahangeline

ohhhh update!

She should make justin pay and mess with his head by making him think he has a second chance when he doesn't....and then take lily away >

i'll keep that in mind.

"Insecure
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string
Broke away
Learn to fly
If you want her back gotta let her shine.."
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Dear Person and/or Persons,

I'm writing this, as a...Well, I guess,
testament to all of this madness I've probably created.
I know that my sarcastic and sardonic humor won't get me
out of this..

So I'll play it safe and say it: I will miss all of you.
Even the bastard that knocked me up,
yes him. I don't want to. I know that somewhere along the line,
I'd have to forgive him and be more grateful towards him..

Yeah, no, that'll never happen. Ever.

When it does, pigs will fly right out of my ass.
Until then, I'm just gonna keep on hating him,
because that's all I've grown to do.

See ya.,

ஐ
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It was bad enough that I wasn't even out of College Park yet, and he was following me. Drove right up on my bumper..I looked through my mirrors, still trying to dodge him. But once I saw the 'E' sign, going empty, I knew I had no choice but to pull over. I saw a nearby gas station and started pulling out my wallet so I could just pay from the pump and leave. I pulled over, stopping at the first pump and got out. It was a good thing Lilly was asleep, because the Big Bad Wolf just stomped his way over to us. "Danielle Ivy Williams, you have lost your mind!" I slammed the handle in, "Will you lower your voice, she is sleeping!" I hissed back. He looked at the window, then back at me. Sighing, he leaned up against the door.

"Come. Home; Ivy...That's all I'm asking, just come home..." I sighed, removing the handle after the tank was full, "For what?! Come home for what?!" I started putting the cap back on when he grabbed my wrist, tightly. I gasped, feeling slight pain. That was a surprise on my part. "...For me. Do it, for me...For Lilly, so she could know what it's like to have two parents, instead of one..." I know this is difficult for him, considering. I mean, his parents divorced, and it was hard for him. But when did I become soft, just for that?? Hell no.

"...I can't go back..I'm sorry." And no, I didn't mean it. He pushed me against the car, blocking me off with both hands. He looked at me, seriousness in his eyes. I was kind of scared for a second. A second. "See...I know you. I know all of your emotions and I know when to use them against you..Right now, you're being a brat." I rolled my eyes, "Listen to me! Don't be this way...You and I both know it's just a matter of time before she starts asking about me--." "So you figure, huh?" I asked back, trying so hard not roll my neck at him. "I can't Justin, I just can't...There's just too much I'd be going back to. And you, know, that." I poked him in his chest so hard, I thought my nail would break.

"Listen, damnit. Its not going to be about you, if you want it, we don't even have to see each other. Just let me be in my daughter's life." If I knee him in the balls right now, would it be a crime or self-defense? I looked at the ground, thinking back to that smile Lilly had. I had never saw her smile like that before. Tears rounded my eyes, waiting to drop. "...That trick better not lay a hand or even pick up my daughter when you get her; and if I see one hair out of place, it's your ass!" I yelled as he picked me up. I could tell he was happy, but I wasn't. That's where all the pain started. Our apartment. Yeah, we shared a place together. It had to be after I graduated high school. My parents didn't care, as long as I was in college, which had to be close to them. And my father had one rule: No sex until marriage. Ha, look how that turned out.

Dani-1
Dad-0

I pushed Justin off of me and wiped my face. I wasn't going to let him see me cry again, that wasn't an option. "Thank you, Ivy--." "Yeah, ok...I guess we're going back to my parents--." "You don't have to." I looked at him like he was stupid. Well I had no other choice, now did I? "..I still got the apartment. I could stay in the guest room and you and Lilly could have the other." Stay in the room where you cheated, thanks Justin. That's exactly what I want for Lilly, to sleep in the bed you fucked Selena before my very eyes. I turned around, pounding my head against the top of the car. "...This is for Lilly. This is for Lilly.." I just kept mumbling and repeating to myself. If you only knew how much everything hurts inside, right now. I still had enough money to get a place. I'd just stay with him until I found one.

I still haven't told my parents that I was leaving college and started online. But I guess, after the shock of my pregnancy, they kind of figured it out. I'd still be graduating on time, thank goodness. "This is temporary, Justin. Only until I find us a place, and I am gone, I swear." I stuck my finger in his face. He nodded, "I know, just please...Don't be so far away." He pleaded with his puppy-dog browns. I flicked him on the chin and turned to get in the car. "Dani?" I turned back to him, he pulled me in a hug. His polo cologne beat against my nose...He still smells the same. Snap out of it chick, you're losing it. "Thank you, I mean this..Thank you." He gripped me tighter. I let go, pushed him off, and got in my car. "Just get in your car, Bieber." He smirked, running back to his car.

I broke down in tears in that very instant.
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06/3/11
Danielle's House

"Justin, stop! STOP!!!" I tried grabbing the sink's sprinkler away from him, but he still attacked me with it. You invite someone over for a movie, they attack you with your own kitchen appliances, what the hell. My mom would be upset if this wasn't cleaned by the time she got home. "Justin!! STOP IT!!" He turned the water off, pushing his lips against mine. My first kiss, and I'm soaked head to toe. I kissed him back, smiling. When I felt his tongue, I pulled back. I'll admit, I was embarrassed. I never did anything like that before. "What's the matter?" I rubbed my shoulders, backing into the counter. He lifted my chin up, "What's wrong, babe?" I sighed, draining my hair. "..That was my first kiss." I bit my lip. Seventeen years old, and just had her first kiss by a singer. Amazing. "So I take it you never Frenched before, then..?" I shook my head, looking back at the floor.

I felt his hands ground against my hips, lifting me off the wooden floor. He sat me on the counter, pushing my hair away from my face and lifted my chin again. "You have nothing to worry about..Practice makes perfect." He smirked. I lightly smiled, trying to hold back a laughter. He pushed my legs apart, coming closer to our kiss. He pressed his lips against mine, pushing his tongue through. He squeezed my hips in his hands, I ran my fingers across the back of his neck. He pushed his hands up my shirt, stopping at my ribcage. I moaned against his mouth, pushing myself off the counter and away from him. "J-Justin." He pulled me closer to him, running his fingers up and down my back. I felt my legs give in.

"S-st-top." I pushed myself away, practically killing me. I turned to leave, he wrapped his arms from behind. I felt him pull me closer, close enough to feel something I know I shouldn't, rise against me. My eyes widened, "We can't." I whispered back, "Who says?" He kissed at my neck, biting down slightly. My eyes saw nothing but the back of my head. I jumped, freeing myself from his arms. "Cause, the kitchen's a mess and if my mom come home and find it like that, she'll kill us before we even try." He smirked. "Ok." He pecked me on the nose, then grabbed a towel. Wait, what, that's it?!

"Okay?" I squinted my eyes, looking at him sketchy-like. He nodded, wiping up the floor. "I know that when you're ready..I'll be, too." So this is a long-term thing? "So..This? This is long-term. You and me?" He stood up and walked over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist. "I would hope so...I like you, and I'm trusting you like me, right?" I smirked, shaking my head, laughing. "Clean my floor, Bieber." He growled against my ear, "I love it when you tell me what to do!" I smacked his arm, laughing.

They are so like me.. It's funny.