Thread: If I Had You ♂♥♂

This story is in honor of one of my best friends.

Prologue.

"Please, Justin, tell me it's not true." I heard his mother sob from where I was sitting in Justin's room.
"It's true." Justin said after a few moments. "It's true, and it's who I am."
I heard the front door of the hotel room slam and Justin's slow foot steps as he made his way back to his bedroom. Silent tears were escaping from his eyes as I wrapped my arms around him.
"What happens when the fans find out?" He whispered with his face hidden in my shoulder. "I'm scared. No one was supposed to know."
"It doesn't matter. All that matters is you and me, andI am right here." I told him pulling him back. "And I always will be." I wiped away another tear as he reached up and kissed me.
"I guess this is it." He sighed.
"I guess so."

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"Love is like the wind. You can't see it, but you can feel it." -Anonymous
I am Austin, and this is my story.

_____________________________________Chapter One_________________________________________

I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling wishing the sun would stop bleeding through the split of the curtains hanging from my window. Today was my seventeenth birthday and I can't say that I was particularly looking forward to it. Birthdays mean time. Time means a loss of it and I losing time isn't something I need. I close my eyes and take a deep breath before getting up. When I reached the foot of the stair a strong aroma of bacon hit me and I could hear the sizzling of it in the pan. On the kitchen table also sat a pile of pancakes, a plate of waffles, fruit, muffins, and multiple boxes of cereal. I smiled and walked over to give my mom a kiss good morning.
"Happy birthday, sweetie." she says putting several pieces of bacon on my plate.
"Thanks, Mom." I say and fix myself one of everything.
"What have you got planned for this evening?" she asks me.
"The usual. The guys and are going to meet at the gym and play basketball, I guess."
"That sounds like fun." she says, and I shrug.
"Your dad called ealier today." she says quietly. I glance at the clock and see that it's almost one.
"I'm not calling him back." I say.
"Austin, maybe if you just..."
"I don't want to talk to him." I cut her off.
"It's your birthday! At least let him tell you."
"No."
She looks at me for a moment then sighs and gets up from the table. There is still food all over the kitchen but I just leave it, and walk out the door towards my old Chevy. The engine roars to life and I back out of my driveway, or more appropriately, back away from my problems.

"Happy birthday, man!" Joe greets me when I knock on his front door.
"Thanks." I laugh as I go in my second home. In the living that is immediately to my right I see Emma, Joes girlfriend of forever, sitting on the couch.
"Hey." I say awardly.
"Happy birthday!" she says and jumps up to give me a hug. It's just as awkward but Emma wouldn't know an awkward moment if it hit her in the face, so I assume she doesn't notice.
"So, what's the big b-day plans?" Joe asks.
"Don't really have any. Figured we may go play ball or something." I say sitting in one of the chairs in the living room.
"Good." He smiles and leans back to put his arm around Emma.
"Does that mean you do?" I ask suspiciously.
"You bet." he laughs. "After we play, I have a surprise for you."
"Dang." I say. Knowing Joe, there is no telling what his surprise is. He doesn't live by the, uh, well, the law. I will give him this though, he is a fast runner.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! He's gay! duh! i feel stupid! lol UPDATE

Originally Posted by Shaunie-Nicole

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! He's gay! duh! i feel stupid! lol UPDATE

Omg is he? and is this a justin bieber story? Is he gay with justin bieber?
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Update<3

I have to go to practice but I'll update when I get home tonight (:

I just want to make a few things clear before I continue with this update.

1. Yes. this story is about homosexuality. Like I said, it is in honor of one of my best friends who I love more than anything and he is openly gay. If that offends you in anyway, don't read my story. Simple.
2. please pay attention to the update ratings. The ones that contain language or intimate scenes will be rated anywhere from PG to R. If it doesn't have a rating then its rated E for Everyone (:
3. Enjoy.

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My basketball shorts were loose on me considering I had lost weight in the past few months, but I just tied the string tight and put on a white shirt. I grabbed a pair of jeans and a button up to change into after the game, considering I didn't have any idea what to expect of my "surprise".
"Bye, mom." I said as I grabbed my keys and walked out the door, closing it only after I heard her say bye. The sun had just set and the chill was moving in, causing a shiver to run through me. I considered running back into the house to get some sweats but, I didn't really want to face another conversation with my mom. The door of my truck groaned in protest as I opened it, and I slipped onto the seat that was covered with leather, cold from the weather. Like the door, my engine also protested.
"Come on." I say through gritted teeth, and turn the key again. The engine made a sick noise before finally giving in, and starting.
"Thank you." I say to the roaring truck. When I got to the gym, I knew something was...off. I see the guys, but they are all sitting out side the gym and looked pissed.
"What's up?" I ask them.
"Ask him." Kyle says and cuts his eyes to their left. Outside the door is a chair with what looks at first to be an escaped convict. I walk up to the large black man and swallow, trying to find my words.
"Excuse me?" I ask. He looks up from whatever book he is reading and looks at me for a moment. It is now that I see on his jacket the word 'security' is monogrammed over the left chest. Weird.
"I already told you," he says nodding in the direction of the guys, "the gym is reserved for another hour."
"What? We play here everyday, if someone had reserved it, it would have been posted."
"That's not my problem." he looks back down at his book. A sure sign for me to walk away but, I'm not done.
"Look, sir. I don't really believe that you have this place reserved. I come here all the time, if it was reserved on my birthday I would have noticed."
"Happy birthday." he says not looking up. I roll my eyes, but just turn on my heel and walk away.
"Want to go in the back?" Joe asks me quietly when I reach the group of guys, now standing, waiting to hear what I have to say.
"Yeah." I say. I look over my shoulder but the man hasn't looked up. We walk around the back of the building through the ally and climb the iron ladder. Halfway up there is a window that is never locked. I push it open and climb inside. Joe, Kyle, Stephen, and Matt follow me in suit. The closer we get ot the main gym, we can start to hear voices and the unmistakable sound of a basketball hitting the floor. I can hear mumbled voices as well. Not knowing what to expect, I crack the door that we come too and pear inside the gym.
"Oh. My. God." I say and close the door, lean against it, and turn to my friends.
"What?" Stephen asks.
"This is going to sound stupid but," I pause and look around at them, "I think that's Justin Bieber."
"Can I cuss him out?" Joe asks, and starts for the door.
"No!" I laugh, "Any other day, yes. But I don't want to get arrested on my birthday."
"Can I do my impression?" Kyle opens his mouth to sing but luckily Matt is quick enough to punch him in the stomach before a sound can escape his lips. Kyle takes a step back and falls into a pile of cleaning supplies in the corner of the room, sending them falling down the stairs. If that didn't announce our presence, nothing will. Suddenly I feel the door being opened from behind me and I fall backwards, landing on my back. I find myself looking up at Justin Bieber.
"Thank God!" he says suddenly to our stunned faces, "You dont' know how glad I am that you guys are not this group of girls that followed me here."
No one said anything. He looks down at me and reaches out a hand to help me up.
"I got it, thanks." I say and awkwardly climb to my feet.

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"I got it, thanks." I say and awkwardly climb to my feet. "Sorry for interrupting. Come one guys."

"Who said you had to leave?" He looked confused.

"Well we just assum..." I started.

"Are you kidding?" Justin laughed, "That is unless you don't have game?" He grinned and spun the ball on his fingers.

"Hear that boys?" Stephen said, "The popstar thinks he can handle us."

"Doubt it." Kyle added.

"So you accept?" Justin asked, looking over his shoulder at the almost empty basketball court.
"More than accept." Stephen said pushing past Justin and stealing the ball. This could be interesting, I thought as I followed them onto the court.

To make the teams even, Matt joined Justin and Scooter, his manager, which left me, Kyle, and Stephen on the opposing team. Joe was sitting in the bleachers filming. Prick.

"Ready?" asked Stephen who was about to jump with Justin to claim the ball.

Justin just nodded and Matt threw the ball in the air. It soared closer to Stephen but Justin managed to nock it from the air first, and passed Stephen with ease to score a lay up.

"Damn."

"You're ball." Justin said, tossing it to Kyle. It was thrown in to me and I quickly glanced around to see who was open. No one. Great. I took my chances and threw it back to Kyle who was trying hard to get around Scooter.

"Austin!" Stephen yelled. I took the ball from him and shot a chance for two points. It didn't make it.

"Come on, man!" I said to Stephen as we ran back down court, "We're losing."

Several plays later, I was breathing heavy and I could feel the drops of sweat running down my face. I had my hands on my knees in preparation for the upcoming play. The score was ten-ten.

Kyle threw the ball to me and I brought it in to play. I faked it to Stephen, then returned it to Kyle.

"Ay!" Stephen yelled, and Kyle tossed it to him. Stephen was running quickly towards the goal. He was too fast. The ball bounced off the back board and I ran to reclaim it. I could see Justin coming in the opposite direction to take the rebound. Our eyes met for a moment and it was clear neither was letting up. I soared off the ground, one hand out reached for the ball.
When Justin's body hit mine, the wind was knocked out of me. Breathless, we both fell to the ground with a thundering noise.

"Dude! Are you alright?" I could hear Matt say. His voice sounded strange. Like he was on the other side of glass.

I couldn't see anything. The only thing I was aware of was Justin's breathing, and the sweat that was covering me. It was a mixture of mine and his. I don't know how many seconds passed before he got to his feet and I suddenly got chills from the cold air that now rushed over me.
"He's dead."

"He's not dead."

"Well, he's not moving."

"He's breathing." That was Justin voice.

"It's a coma."

"You're an idiot."

"Will you all just shut up?" I groaned, rolling over on the court. My head hurt so bad.