Jazmin
Chapter 5present
I really don't know what to say to that. The proof is right there in his arms. There's just no way I can lie, and have him believe me. So I do the first thing that comes to mind.
I snatch the journal away and turn the handle to the door. But I'm not quick enough. Never quick enough. He places his hand over the door.
"Jazmin, how long?"
Im starting to get panicky.
"How long?" He asks again.
I just stare at the ground.
"Just tell me! How long have you liked me?"
I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Justin walks over to me and looks directly at me.
But I of course run to the door and before he can grab me, I've disappeared in the search of faces and the crowd of bodies, all aglow.
Last edited by Pickmejb004; 27 May 2011 at 05:33 PM.
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Chapter 6
Jazmin
Dreamin' bout the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time..
I ran outside and looked for a place to hide. I really didn't want to answer that question..
I saw the big Sycamore and qjiclly climbed up it. I hid on the tallest branch and looked through the leaves. A few seconds later a confused Justin came out with my notebook in hand. He looked all around. I silently sat onto the branch, and tried to be asquiet as possible. But Justin saw me.
"Jazmin! What are you doing up there? Just come down! Answer my question!"
He yelled up the tree.
I sayed silent.
He called several more times, and threatened to stay there until I came down
So I slowly climbed down the tree, and turned to face Justin.
He wiggle the notebook at my face and waited for my reply. Instead, I gave him one he was not asking for.
"Remember when we were about 6 or 7, and we were playing Pirates at my house? When the game ended and we went to your house to eat cookies, you whispered in my ear and told me that you would ALWAYS be my friend no matter what. You told me you loved me. I said the same
We pinky sweared that no matter what, we would stay the bestest of friends.
You know, I really believed you.. I reall thought * I linked our pinkys together* this was legit! Real.
" I faded away softly.
"Jazmin, that was a long time ago. We've grown up and met new people." He said.
"Yes, but when I make a promise, I keep it.
The reason why, I've never told you I liked you or how much you mean to me, was because tht promise was broken! Loge is such a Stupid Game! How could I ever love someone who doesn't love me back, or doesn't even remember what being a friend iss? There was a time when I trusted you with my life. But now, I don't even trust you with my binder. "
I closed my eyes, as tiny droplets fell onto my cheeks.
Then I looked up at Justin and half smiled despite myself.
"And for the record, the answer to your question, is Forever."
I ran off to the bus stop where the bus waited for me. I didn't care how much trouble I would be in
I just can't stand to be there. Not today.
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Chapter 7
Justin
Everything she just said left me speechless. She loved me? Since forever?
Then I started thinking about that promise.
**FLASHBACK**
"Hey lets go to my house to eat cookies!" I said to Jazmin.
"Okay! Lets go! I love coookies!" She said, happily.
It always made me happy to be with her because she was a ball of energy. She was innocent too thou h.
"Hey Jazmin?" I asked.
" yes, Justin?"
"Well I wanted to tell you that I love being your friend. I promise I'll never leave you." I said softly in her ear.
"Thanks Justin! I promise too."
" Then lets make it official." I said laughing.
I stuck out my pinky and she linked her.
"I promise to be your best friend Forever." We whispered at the same time.
**END OF FLASBACK**
I crossed my arms over my chest. It had been me, that had put out the pinky promise. Yet I broke it. In all of its Legitness, and Legitly glory.
I was a fool.
Last edited by Pickmejb004; 18 Jul 2011 at 04:59 AM.
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Update?!?!?!
how could he! *crying*
UPDATE!
Awethanks for the comments guys! Sorry for making him kind of crazy or whatever..
Like I said before this is based. On me. And my best guy friend.
LOL anyhow.. here's ur update
Chapter 8
Justin
I have to go find her. I havent been the friend I should to her, when all her life she's been there for me. When nobody else would, she was. She never asked for anything in return and she was kind.
I ran to the bus stop, where she was just getting on the bus. I hopped on just in time. She didn't see me get on. I paid the fare, then took the seat 1 over next to her. She had been looking out the window and she still didn't see me. I had to do something.
So I decided to sing.
Weird? I know. Singing on the bus.
But I'm not singing to just anyone.
I'm singing to the girl I promised to be Best friends with.
The girl who I love a lot.
I have a girlfriend and I'm in love with her. But I've realized, right after her comes Jazmin.
I got up and stood in front of her.
She looked up and her face fell.
"What are you doing here?" She asked.
"Just wait. Listen up...
Jazmin: I was a jerk, I was fool, I'll spend my time making it up to you.
you've showed me the way, you who sustains
you make my life complete.
You've been there for me forever, how can I repay you.. you are in fact my best friend.
So will you give me another chance to show you, that that promise I did not breakbreak?
It was my promise, and once I did break it. But girl noo more.
I pinky swear.
I stuck out my pinky and smiled lightly.
"Justin, you've hurt me. You've ignored me countless of times when all I wanted was to be your friend. Please tell me. You know what your doing."
"I do Jazmin. I like being your friend. And. A promise, is a promise."
Then she stuck out her pinky and linked it to mine
We started to talk about everything we've done to one another. Everytime, I had scared her in the past, everytime she had made fun of me. Everything. We apologized.
She asked me how I met my girlfriend. I told her. She said she would be more supportive of us.
I smiled.
"So where are we going anyhow?" I asked.
"Well I was gonna go to the mall.. you still wanna skip?" She asked.
I looked down at my phone. 11:43 am
School ended at 3:20 pm.
I smiled back at her.
"Yeah, I think we both need it."
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Jazmin
I can't believe he got on to apologize. It's crazy! I think now were gonna be friends.
But deep down Inside I love him deeply. He doesnt quite get.
But Justin is happy with Mandy. So I'll just be Justin's friend.
When we got off the bus, to head out toward the mall, I looked up at Justin.
"Justin, can I get a hug like old times?" I aked shyly.
"Absolutely. " he smiled down at me and engulfed me in his arms.
He smelled soo good.
And being in his arms felt right.
He was a couple inches taler. I had to strech and get on my tip toes to hug him right.
But somehow it felt good.
We let go, and ran to the mall like the little kids we were.
I sure hope this works out.
But through it all, that feeling tugs on my conscience.
Lovesick..
Sometimes it engulfs me all together and it hurts so bad.
I love him I need him, I want him, but I can't and probably never will have him. And that's what hurts most.
I wish he could see what he does to me.
And that we belong together.
Oh Justin, how I wish you could just see that you belong with me..
Last edited by Pickmejb004; 20 Jul 2011 at 05:44 AM.
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oh my damn! that was soo sweet of him!
Lol(:
ThaaaNks!
See, thaat sort of happened a couple of weeks ago..
Well not the getting on a bus part
But us talking and apologizing and the hug.
Eeekk... haha
So I couldn't make Justin seem to mean, or my best friend.
As messed up as he can be(: lol
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