I smile. She probably wants to hang out or something. I read the text and instantly my eyes bug out. I become tense and ,y knees begin to shake and I feel like throwing up!
"What is it, Apes?" Ryan asked me. his voice dripping with concern almost immediately. But I'm speechless. Dead. I can't believe anything that she just told me. I shake my head furiously. I just have to read it again.
JUSTIN. ME. CARCRASH. SEMITRUCK.
JUSTIN------> DEAD?!?! HELP!!!!!!! TELL RYAN!!!
It's true. I collapse on Ryan and sob hard. Ryan takes the phone away from my hand and as soon as he finshes reading it, the phone falls on the ground. He's pale white, all the olor drained from his face. He doesn't say a word. Doesn't cry a tear. He's paralyzed. Then suddenly, he quickly the keys off the table with one hand and with the other hand lifts me up. He doesn't grab his coat. He doens't grab anything but his shoes. And then out we go to his car.
By the time we"ve made it to the scene of the accident, Ryan is still pale white as a ghost.
The only words that have come out of his moth are: DEAD? DEAD? NO. NO!
And I can't help but wonder: Is he really?
Is Justin Drew Bieber, Teen Sensation Extraordinaire, The boy who i've only really known for about 6 months now, really DEAD?
It's all a blur to me. the scond, April shows me the text, i practically faint. No. Justin can't be dead. This all a joke. But I read again. and again, and the truth hits me. Right in the face. I drop her phone on the ground and like a robot i grab my keys. This cannot be happening. Please tell me this all a dream!
I haven't cried. Not a singe tear. I tell myself over and over again that he isn't dead. He's just hurt. But he'll be better. But the more I tell myself this, the less I believe it.
We're at the hospital now. They treated me for my cuts and bruises. they checked if I had a concussion. I did not. They clean all my wounds. and set me on my way. I ask if I can see Justin. But they say I can only see him through a window, because he's in such a critical condition.
Suddenly, everything begins to hurt. And I realize, I owe Justin Everything.
He saved me, and for that I will eternally be in debt.