Thread: sewing a broken heart hurts

ohh no! this is scaryy!!! :'(

justins pov
there was nothing we could do but wait. if the bleeding continued it means the baby passed. he kept ella in the hospital and i begged to stay with her. they wouldn't let me. i did everything i could.
"justin...its ok, go home" she said in a weak voice. she had been crying very hard. why does this have to happen?
i drove home and knocked on the door. my mom slowly opened it and let me inside.
"im sorry justin. i over reacted."
"yeah whatever" i sighed and started to walk towards the stairs.
"where is ella?" my mom looked out the window.
"the hospital. you might get what you want mom, we might lose the baby" i said coldly.
"oh justin" she cried and ran over to give me a hug. "i didn't want you to lose the baby"
all the tears i had held in to look strong for ella, came gushing out. i cried into my moms shoulder for a good ten minutes.
"go up to bed, and we will see her first thing in the morning" my mom sighed.
i went up to bed and didn't expect to fall asleep but i did.
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ellas pov
i woke up the next morning with dry tears stained on my face. justin was sleeping on the couch next to me. he must have come really early.
"justin" i called. he shot up quickly and ran over to me.
"are you ok?" he asked running his fingers through my hair.
"yeah, did the doctor say anything to you?" i asked.
"no" he whispered and his eyes watered up. he kissed my stomach through my gown and i closed my eyes. this might be hte last day i get his tummy kisses.
"good morning" dr. noel walk in the door. "so, we have run some tests, and the baby should be fine, there will be a bit more bleeding, but it should stop in about a week" he smiled. i let out a huge sigh of relief and justin let a few tears slip.
"but" the doctor went on "i recommend you start taking prenatal vitamins." he handed me a bottle of pills.
i was released from the hospital and got about a thousand apologies from pattie.
"i think i want to go for a walk" i said starting to put on my jacket.
"no!" justin yelled from the kitchen. "i want you to take it easy, please!"
"justin! he said the baby is fine! i want some fresh air"
"fine, but atleast take some vitamins" justin handed me 2 prenatal thingies and i swallowed them without water.
"l-let me go with you" justin put on his jacket.
"no, you have to go get ready for your interview."
"im going for the walk." he said sternly. wow he really doesn't want me to be alone right now.
"fine! i won't go for a walk, you win" i took off my jacket and hung it back up storming up stairs.
"ella!" he yelled after me. "wait"
i turned around "well clearly im a prisoner here! you don't trust me to go and do anything! i cant even go for a freaking walk by myself! but thats ok! you go justin! you go and do your interview and your concerts, and your touring, letting girls scream for you, as you travel all around the world! and guess what!? when you get back, i will still be right here! waiting for you! because thats all i ever do!"
"i just want you to be safe! and touring and traveling is my job! its what is going to feed our child! if you have a problem with that then maybe we should break up!"
my face fell. i froze. i was shocked he said that. it was just a fight...everyone fights. my eyes widened and i was shaking. i didn't know what do do or say, so i just walked away.

oh no! oh no! oh no!
no no no!
no!
update pleaasee!

Ellas pov
"honey! I thought we were bestest buds! And you don't even tell me your pregnant! I mean... You had me thinking you and justin weren't even a thing! I was only on vacation a week.... Several years ago! so there's no excuses!" emma lectured me.
"she's not in the mood for this emma" avry began " she called so she can talk to US"
" it's been 2 weeks and we haven't talked at all!" I cried. I have the smallest baby bump and I'm a mix of feeling sad that I'm fat or proud I'm showing.
" you haven't talked at all!?" avry seemed amazed.
" not even a 'pass the salt?" emma added.
" no okay? No! And what if he starts dating other girls! Plus tonight is what pattie calls 'family movie night.' if we even qualify as a family..."
" avry! That thing... We gotta do.... Uh.. On the thingy with the dodad, we should probably get to that now... Before it...explodes?" emma tried to conjure up an excuse to leave.
"oh! yeah sorry baby gir-" I cut avry off
"don't call me that!"
OBVIOUSLY they were uncomfortable with the whole situation.
"just go!" I yelled. With that they shuffled out of the room.
"thanks for the help!" I replied sarcastically.
"name it emma!" was all I heard back before the sound of the front door closing.
I lay in my bed holding my sobs back and gripping onto my stomach.
" I thought you would keep us together" I spoke to the baby. I have a feeling in my stomach that resembles what a jalapeño would feel on the inside if it were alive. Or maybe it's just hunger... I haven't eaten yet today and it's already 5pm. In fact, I haven't left my room today.
"hey" a familiar hoarse voice spoke through my door. It opened wide before Justin walked in.
"mom made maceroni, if your up for eating right now." he looked down at his feet.
"I feel a bit weak, I'm just going to rest" I tried hard not o make eye contact.
" I can bring it up to you if you want" he leaned against the frame of the door.
"it's ok, I'm not in the mood for Maceroni, Im just going to hang here a while."
"well what are you in the mood for? I'll make you something else"
"it's ok"
"no it's not"
I was caught off guard by his words.
"what do you mean...justin?"
you are hungry, you are going to eat. It's not healthy bab gir-" he stopped himself from calling me baby girl, although I am dying for him to say it.
He licked his lips and looks up at the ceiling.
" what do you want to eat?" he whispered.
" well I'm having a craving for grapes and French fries..."
"reall- alright...I'll be back."
" I'll be back" I repeated with my Arnold swarzeneger accent. He laughed a bit before walking away. I miss his smile.

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Ellas pov

Justin has been checking in on me every now and then for the past week and I haven't gotten out of bed, not that I don't feel well or anything, i just don't feel up to it right now.
"get up lazy bones mom wants you to go for a walk!" justins chipper voice cut through my train of thought.
"I'm not getting up, leave me be" I groaned into my pillow.
I felt the bed shift, Justin was sitting looking down on me. He had never gone past the door way unless it was to deliver me food and even then he just sets it on the table and leaves. I looked up into his eyes and wondered what he was thinking about. My back started to ache from my lying position so i decided to sit up pulling the blankets onto my lap.
" your showing" Justin smiled looking down at my very small stomach. He put his hand on my stomach and looked back up at me.
" a walk sounds good" I squeaked sliding justins hand off my stomach and getting up.
"really? Well ok then!" he said happily.
Without even thinking I ripped off my shirt to change, when Justin and I were dating...it was a normal thing.
"ah...ell-Ella?" Justin stuttered.
"shoot, i'm such an idiot!" I said frustrated covering myself.
Justin stood up and walked over to me slowly. He gently took a hold of my wrists and put them to my sides revealing my chest, I didn't stop him. He stared at my breasts for a minute before stepping close and kissing my neck.
"I'm the idiot" he mumbled into my neck causing me to moan softly. "I can't stand not kissing you, now there is a whole 3 weeks to catch up on"
"aren't you mad at me j-justin ?" his make out session with the soft spot of my neck caused me to stutter then let out another moan.
" do I seem mad? I just miss you" his hands travelled up my shirt. The touch of his hands on my back wagon did me in. My hormones were flaring. I pulled his hips to mine and started kissing him violently, he returned the same amount of force which at the moment I couldn't love more. I could feel his hips moving slightly against mine and he moaned quietly.
"I choose this over a walk" he managed out before another sexual noise.
"are you going for your walk guys!?" we heard a voice yell from the bottom of the stares.
"yeah," I yelled back pushing away from Justin a bit.
"one more kiss?" he begged holding onto me.
"no, walk time"
"it's not for you" he said smiling and gently laying me backwards onto the bed again. I looked at the ceiling and suddenly felt his warm lips on my stomach. His rough hands rubbed my baby bump.
" do you want to know the gender?" I asked still looking up at the ceiling.
"you know the gender!?" he whisper shouted.
"no but we find out in one more month"
Justin cracked a smile and helped me up.

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